Diary of Chubby Cindy

Rushing to sort out "Nitty Gritty" stuff

2007-11-02T02:11:00.000-07:00

As my ROM date draws nearer.. I have to finalise all the small little details that are left outstanding.. Sigh.. ROM only lor.. Already giving me headache.. Cant imagine my customary 2 years later..

Actually i really rather stay in Singapore.. So many things still pending on my list.. Lots of changes in my life.. Well.. all i can say.. Going to Sweden is a very huge challenge for me.. I will have to take up this "challenge" and live life fully..

I live only ONCE.. So every step i take it live will affect my future.. Hopefully i am taking the right step.. :D

2 more months to my ROM

2007-10-23T19:20:00.000-07:00

The nearer the date.. The worse I felt..

Seriously I know I should be excited, happy and filled with blissful thoughts.. But as the date approached, my heart felt heavy.. Confused, tired and troubled feelings filled me.. I feel terrible..

All I wanted to do everyday now is to waste my time away.. Well.. to all my wonderful pals, sisters and close friends.. Thank you for all the moral, emotional and mental support that you are giving me.. Without all of you, I really dunno how to go through this chapter of my life..

Sigh... :'(

No pictures of me till ROM Day

2007-10-17T20:41:00.000-07:00

I will stop posting any pictures of myself till my ROM day.. Hope i can surprise Bob this way (if i slim down and look better la).. Whatever.. Haha!

To Bob:

Dear, Na Ni Na Ni Boo Boo.. You cannot see me.. Haha! :D

Japan Tokyo Trip - Oct 10-16, 2007

2007-10-16T20:15:00.000-07:00

My second time to Tokyo.. I'm really blessed to be loved and pampered by so many people around me.. This trip is fully sponsored by my dear Auntie Audrey.. I tagged along with Auntie Audrey, Uncle Joseph and Cristy..

Day 1

- Woke up at 3am to catch flight to Tokyo at 6am
- Reached Tokyo at noon
- Explored around Kurumi Mansion's neighbourhood
- Nearest Tokyo Metro - Mozen-nakacho
- Lots of food, 24hrs Convenience Shops and Shop 99 (99 Yen Shop = S$1.30)
- Squeeze with Cristy on a single sized bed

Day 2

- Woke up at 4.30am because the stupid sun rise so early
- Had drink, fruits and breakfast served by Aunt
- Fish Market, Asakusa Temple, Ueno Market & Ropponggi
- Walk and walk until siao...... (argghh! i hate walking..)
- Legs sore and tired after at least 12 hours of walking...

Day 3

- Arrived Tokyo Disneyland at 10am
- Halloween Celebration @ Disneyland
- A crazy queuing day.. (Mickey - 1 1/2hr, Winnie e Pooh - 120min, other rides' queues - at least 30min)
- Ate lots of food.. Whaha!! :D
- Ended day at 10pm.. Damn tired and sore legs again..

Day 4

- Woke up at 12pm.. Finally one day of at least 12 hours sleep.. Super Shiok!
- Harajuku - Super packed teenage street
- Crazy shopping and searching for Vivian's & Melissa's shopping lists items..
- Shinjuku - Best skyview of Tokyo
- Cristy laughed in her sleep.. Ekkss!

Day 5

- Ueno (again), Ginza
- Shabu Shabu.. 12000 Yen.. So ex lor..
- Late night again.. Wahh! I wanna sleep...
- Pimples pop out like nobody's business (Disfigured)
- Start packing..
- Argghh!! Cristy hugged me while sleeping.. Eat my tofu.. Baddie!

Day 6

- Odaiba, (Super Scary Ferris Wheel.. I got fear of heights lor..)
- Poor Cristy & I cant wait for the ride to end
- Home Sweet Home

First Blood Donation & Outing with Cristy!! :D

2007-10-10T02:04:00.000-07:00

Fainted.. Whaha!!

Food @ Waraku

After a long long time.. Finally meet up with Cristy again.. Miss you dear! :D

Cristy meet me at Outram Park MRT so that we can donate blood for the 1st time.. Well.. Brave little us took the courage to go as we know Blood Type O is running low.. So we decided to sacrifice our little lives to donate.. Hehe..

However only I get to donate in the end as Cristy is below 18.. She do not have the parent's consent form signed.. And they do not allow me to be her guardian.. Damn sad lor.. Sob sob..

Seriously i almost freaked out when saw the needles.. To make matter worse, they required a blood test on iron content in my blood.. Ganna poke twice.. Faint.. After the whole thing, i felt good.. Cos i know my blood can actually save a life.. (*pat on my back).. So proud of myself.. Haha! :D

After the donation.. I was seriously weak and hungry.. So we went over to Waraku (our fav restaurant) for lunch.. Yummy! i always love the food there.. :D

Happy Birthday, Angel!! (Part 2 - St. James)

2007-10-09T22:08:00.000-07:00

After dinner.. We headed down to party!!! From the Boiler Room to Dragonfly (again).. Whaha!!

Happy Birthday, Angel!! (Part 1 - Menotti)

2007-10-09T09:41:00.000-07:00

Our Dear Angel! :D
Group @ Menotti

Angel w/ Gals

Angel w/ Guys

Candid Shot

Oyster busy writing card

Our Gay Partners

Enjoying the food

Busy Eating

Making her Birthday wish..

Cheers!

Surprise Dinner @ Menotti

Ms Angel.. this surprise birthday party is specially planned fot us hor.. Hehe.. Thank you for always being there for me.. You will always be my really great pal!! Hope you like the Menotti Dinner, the surprise celebration group (Me, Jess, Denise, Oyster, CK & Marc), the Coach Bag, the Lilies and the Big Bear Card.. :D

Cold Feet for Marriage / ROM

2007-10-08T02:41:00.000-07:00

Hi guys..

As most of you know.. I'm getting ROM this Xmas.. Bob will be flying back from Sweden specially for this ROM.. Then i will be officially married and be Mrs Zhuo.. Most importantly, i will be staying in Sweden for 2-3 years with him..

Seriously, i'm having alot of hesitations now.. I do not know why.. But i am.. Yes, i love him the same.. Initially I was hoping desperately to get married.. Now when it's finalise, i wanted to back out.. I feel like running away.. But can't, if i do, Bob will have to pay a heavy penalty for this.. I can't bear to do this to him too...

1) I'm still young
2) Lots of career opportunities
3) No more wild / late nights
4) Tied down
5) No more $$$
6) Friends all in Singapore (except for Rai, she is my only friend in Sweden)
7) Dunno if Bob will treat me well
8) Dunno if he is really the ONE
9) Dunno if i will make a good wife
10) Dunno la.. Just confused!!!

Rai, thank you for your support throughout this period with me.. Thank you sharing your tips and advices on everything for this ROM.. So glad to have you as my good pal..

I know that in relationship.. No one can make a decision but me.. Sigh.. Help guys, for once in my life, i'm confused... Ahh!!! :'(

Dragonfly - Cherylyn & Friends

2007-10-07T19:21:00.000-07:00

Cher + Kathy + Me

Cutie Pies
Sexy Ladies

Cher & I

Kissing Girls Nite

Kissing Ferrine.. Haha!

John & I

Andy & I

Terrence & I

Well.. Another crazy night out.. Whaha!! i think i'm seriously having cold feet for my ROM.. Really worried about being tied down and not able to go out as much.. Crazy partying every weekend.. Dont't know how long my body can take it.. :D

2007-10-02T07:58:00.001-07:00

Elise, thank you for everything.. Elise is someone that i never thought will become my really good buddy.. A fun, crazy and lovely friend to have..

Got to know her through Meifang while I was still in PeopleSearch.. Got her a role in Microsoft then after I join Accenture.. I pulled her out from Microsoft to Accenture.. Whaha!! (You better thank me BIG TIME for putting you into good firms lor..)

I love you, Elise!! Thank you for the edited photos.. They look great!

Another Birthday Celebration - Sakae Dinner with Elise & Fangfang

2007-10-01T05:52:00.000-07:00

Fangfang, Me & Elise aka Alice
Taken with my Chawamushi
Elise feeding me
Trying to act demure

Fangfang & I with Chawamushi!! :D

Our Decent Photo

Natural Photo

Elise acting cute

Tempura Ice-cream

Finally get to meet my 2 dear friends.. Elise (you can pronouce her name as E-Lise or Alice) and Fangfang.. My 2 super funny & crazy friends.. They look damn decent, innocent and sweet that you cant tell that THEY ARE REALLY WILD!!!

Celebrating my birthday since September 18 till now.. i'm so dead.. My parents are going crazy from all my celebrations.. Let's sidetrack abit.. Here's my conversation with my mum:

Mum: Why everyday also celebrate birthday? (Hokkien)

Cindy: Cos i got different groups of friends mah... (Chinese)

Mum: Even King / Queen also never celebrate like you.. (Hokkien)

Cindy: What.. Got different celebration with different friends mah.. (Chinese)

Mum: Already 2 weeks le.. Still celebrating! (Hokkien)

Cindy: No choice.. i going Sweden le.. Friends wont be celebrating for me for 2-3 years lor. (Hokkien)

Mum: Siao ah! (Hokkien)

Back to my Sakae dinner.. Had a very good time taking photos with Elise hp.. Happily posing with my favorite dish, Chawamushi (Japanese Steamed Egg).. A crazy & wild dinner at Sakae OUB for me.. Thanks girls.. Enjoy the company & love the thoughtful present.. It's really sweet.. Hugs!!

Another Night @ Dragonfly

2007-09-30T10:29:00.000-07:00

I think i'm going die soon.. 2 straight nights at Dragonfly.. Drink & Dance..

A mixture of friends today.. Ying, Xiu (also 2 nights straight, she's e BEST lor), Cherylyn, Ferrine, Andy & a group of guy friends (dunno their name la..)

Played finger guessing games with them and I kept losing.. Lose = Drink.. So eventually i got HIGH again.. Faint.. With my party-going friends and their sexy dance moves and crazy jokes.. The night past quickly..

Ying & Xiu decided that it's time for me to go home cause i look really tired.. Xing Yao (Ying's bf) came all the way from another party to fetch us and send us home.. Thanks pals!

Party again.. :D

2007-09-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

Me!! :D

Jess & I

Xiu & I

Girls Power!!

Our Gay fren, Mark

Kissing Part 1

Kissing Part 2

Cheeky Me

Me & my dancing partner (dunno her name thou..)

Err.. So KTV Lounge Girls look rite..

Singing with my Martell

Grab into the picture.. Faint..

"Godpa" & I

Uncle John & Mark

Well.. The pictures will speak a thousand words.. Thanks pals for everything.. I really had lots of fun and will really miss you all when i'm in Sweden.. Sob.. :(

Birthday Dinner with the Flextronics Gang

2007-09-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

Jowell, LC, Me & Serene (Left to Right)

Wee Kiong & I

Taken by Serene (mei) @ Seng Kee

Way before my Bangkok trip, we have already planned to have my Birthday Dinner when i'm back.. Yeah!! More celebrations equal to more presents.. =D

We had quite a drama before we finally gather at LC's brother's shop.. Seng Kee Black Chicken Herbal Soup.. They are located at Changi and have another one at Bedok.. They are so famous for their food lor.. Already crowded when we reached..

Well back to the drama, our dear LC left her hp in her office.. I called her hp so many times that it will burst lor.. Luckily her colleague picked the my call after all the ringing and told me she forget to take her hp and left the office early.. Faint..

Poor Serene & I were supposed to wait for her at Kembagang MRT at 7.30pm.. We waited for awhile and decided to wait for her at her brother's shop instead since she don't have her hp with her means she can't contact us.. Luckily she is smart enough to go to the eating place directly.. But she was late lor.. Say 8pm.. By the time, Serene, Wee Kiong & I were hungry le.. Jowell arrived shortly after..

We had a feast lor.. She ordered lots nice food for us, actually more than we could consume.. My favorite is Ah Hock Beancurd.. Soft, silky & yummy with porkfloss toppings.. Thanks people for the dinner, present and importantly.. all the advices for my wedding cum "sex life" after marriage (so embarrassing).. Hugs!

5 days Bangkok Trip with Parents

2007-09-26T19:14:00.000-07:00

22 Sept - 26 Sept
Daily Activities

- Eat
- Walk
- Traffic Jam
- Hardly Shop
- Pray
- Sleep

Going for a trip with parents is really a challenge for me.. Firstly we will have to take care of their needs (in terms of food, culture, language, etc..), secondly NO SHOPPING for more than 1/2 hour as they will get tired..

So this trip is more like a bonding trip then a shopping trip which i anticipated.. Nevertheless, thank you for everything, Mum & Dad!!

Random Photos of Fun & Party!

2007-09-23T23:22:00.000-07:00

Cherylyn & I @ Sushi Tei
Waterfall!!
Ying & Cherylyn

Cherylyn & I

Angel & I

Jin Hong & I

John & I

Crazy Birthday Celebration

2007-09-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

Let's make the story short cos if i were to go into details.. It will be damn long lor.. :D

Dinner - Sushi Tei
With Cherylyn, Angel & Jesslyn..

Chill Out - Bali House (Le Meridien)
With Cherylyn, Angel & Jesslyn..

Great price for our drinks as we know the owner.. And since it's my birthday, they gave me free food (pizza snack) & Waterfall (alcoholic drink) on the house.. Played a couple of crazy card games.. Last theme of the day, drink Waterfall.. After drinking i felt ok.. But in less than one min, i KO.. Dun remember what i do, just know that John sent us to Dragonfly and heard from the girls that i molested Jesslyn.. Whahah.. :D

Drink & Dance - Dragonfly
With Cherylyn, Angel, Jesslyn, Ying, Xiu, Jinhong, Ying's Bf, Cherylyn's HK fren, John & many fren's frens la.. Cant really remember lor

Became sober after awhile.. Crazy dancing and laughing.. Then Ying's Bf (Xing Yao) bought me another drink.. Faint.. This time is better, i remain "sober" (that's how i feel la..) John sent Angel, Jesslyn & I home.. But later realise i didnt bring any key so John accompanied me till 6am.. Had breakfast together before i rush home to prepare my my flight to Bangkok at 9am.. Tired sia.. But fun fun fun.. Thanks guys.. :D

Birthday Celebration with Old School Friends..

2007-09-21T11:57:00.000-07:00

After a couple of ding-dongs.. We finally settle for Menotti to have our dinner gathering.. Initially it was suppose to be in Steamboat @ Marina South, then change to Seafood @ East Coast, then Dinner Buffet at Shangri La.. We just can't make up our minds.. Hehe.. :D

Meisin & Xiu know me since primary 4 and for Ying & Jin Hong, they know during secondary 3.. Time realy flies.. We have been friends for more than 10 years le.. At this age, we started talking about marriage, getting the right guy, children and even sex life.. Dinner was really good..And because it's my birthday.. Menotti gave us 2 cakes on the house.. Yippee.. We love the cakes.. Yummy! :p

After dinner, Meisin have to leave first as she is actually on MC since last week due to infection.. But she's really sweet to come for this gathering.. Thanks girl! The rest of us went to Balaclava for a drink while waiting for Frederick to pick us up for dinner.. Both of us were trying to help Jin Hong get a girlfriend.. Jin Hong is our "Bro" since school years.. A very caring, nice and thoughtful guy.. Anyone single girls out there who wanna date him, please IM me..

Poor Frederick didn't had his dinner as he rushed straight from his classes.. So we went to East Coast Road for him to have his dinner (which is already supper time lor).. Meanwhile Weimin was on his way to meet us for his dinner too.. Aiyo, guys nowadays do not know how to take care of themselves le.. Tsk tsk.. Chat for awhile before we decided to have a change of venue as it's pretty warm being in an outdoor venue..

We went to the next shop, Hong Kong Cafe.. But it was super crowded lor.. So Frederick proposed to go Hong Kong Tea House instead.. Just 5min drive away.. We arrived at this huge tea house.. There was basically no crowd.. So we get to sit anywhere we wanted.. Again we chatted about anything under the sea but mainly focus on sex topics.. Err.. Adult talk you may say.. But it was really interesting to know alot of things from a guy perspective..

This Frederick is damn funny lor.. Got Giant-sized Poker cards, super tiny mahjong tiles and Monopoly in his card.. We were laughing away when we saw the games.. The poker size is at least 5x it's original size lor..

Being bored of talking, we decided to play some card games.. Red indian.. Rules of the game, everyone is to have a card without looking at it and place it on his/her forehead.. The one with the lowest number loses and will have to do a forfeit.. The trick of this game is to confuse the players by making them keep their cards if it's a small number or making them change their cards if they draw a big card..

Since you will never know your own card until the end of the game, you really have to be smart on whether to keep the cards or change them for a new one.. We had a crazy time tricking each other.. For the first few rounds, forfeit was eating salt.. Then to make it more exciting, the loser will eat pepper instead of salt.. Lucky me, only eat pepper once.. Or maybe i'm just plain lucky and smart lor.. Whaha! :D

The entire session ended as it was already 1am and all of us had to work the next day.. Sad to leave but we know we will have more gatherings next time.. I can't wait.. :p Miss all the crazy times we had during school days from having chalet to fishing, playing photohunt, taking neoprints and many more..

My Birthday Celebration with my "Sisters"....

2007-09-20T07:29:00.000-07:00

1st shot @ Sakae Sushi East Point

2nd shot - Trying to look slimmer (Haha!)
Stupid.. Caught me unaware.. So auntie.. :P
"Sisters"
Making my birthday wish @ Starbucks
Blowing my candle..

Can't wait to eat my cake.. Yummy!

Pose with my cake before i eat it up.. :D

My "Sisters"

(Ling & BZ)

Left work at 4pm today to meet BZ.. Our dear BZ has gastric flu and is actually on MC but still come out to meet me before my class.. Hasan fetched BZ from Whitesand and send us to Downtown East Costa Sand as we headed down to book a chalet for her birthday in October.. Lucky girl got the Halloween Package for 3 days 2 nights with Party packs & Theme Park tickets for 4 at a really cheap price lor..

Accompanied her home for her to bathe & change her clothes so that she can accompany me to East Point for my Class.. So sweet right.. Hehe.. Ling came at 8.30pm to meet us after my class.. We had our dinner at Sakae Sushi.. Chatting about old days.. Sigh.. Time really flies lor.. So fast 10 years of friendship le.. Our fine lines & eyebags start to appear on our faces le..

Ling bought my a chocolate cake and they make me pai seh... Sing birthday song so loud.. I think the whole Starbucks customers know my name liao.. Had fun taking more pictures of the celebration process.. Thanks Jies!! :D

My Prince Charmings

2007-09-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

1st place - Bob
2nd place - Hyeon Bin

3rd place - Zhang Dong Liang

Okie.. I know.. I got Bob already.. Dun need to think of any Prince Charming right.. But it cant be help lor.. I'm really in love with this 2 guys.. So cute lor..

To Bob: I still love you as much.. But you can't stop me from liking them.. Hehe.. :D You are still in 1st place k.. And i will be your legal wife this Christmas..

Well.. Back to my other prince charmings.. One of them is Hyeon Bin, he acted in My Lovely Sam-Soon.. He is my age le and just one day younger than me.. We are both Libra lor.. Whahaha!! What a perfect match right? But too bad Hyeon Bin.. You came too late.. I'm taken..

Another is this guy named Zhang Dong Liang.. I didn't watch the show on Love Pasta but just happen to see him on a TV interview.. Saw his smile and i melted.. Ahh!! How how how....

It is my first time being crazy over these guys lor.. Never once had it happen during on school days on idolising anyone.. I'm adnormal hor.. But whatever.. :D It adds entertainment to my life.. And Life goes on..

My Chinese Lunar Birthday

2007-09-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

Our fav taiwanese stall - Xiao Bei

After dinner snack @ Billy Bombers
Birthday Present from Jess & Keri
Me & Present Jess & I (taken by Cristal's lousy skill.. tsk!)

Group Picture (small group la..)

Yesterday was my Chinese Lunar's Birthday.. The date is determined on the Chinese Calendar based on the day I was born.. Mine is consider a good date on be born on: Chinese 8th Month & 8th Day.. Lucky me!! :D

Finally get to meet up with Jess after our last meeting.. (Sorry for not able to meet you earlier, Jess) Cristy join us for our little meeting.. Suppose to meet 6.30pm at Tampines' Century Square where Xiao Bei (this taiwanese snack stall at B1) is.. Xiao Bei was 1st introduced to me by our dear Jess.. And i fell in love with the food.. Yummy..

Anyway I was late as there was a crazy jam near Eunos MRT.. Total 4 traffic lights took us more than 20 min to leave the place.. Sian diao.. Late for our meeting but luckily i have VERY patient friends.. :D

Had our dinner at Xiao Bei with Delicious Bento set that consists of Rice, Special Chicken Wings, Fried Mushrooms, Green Beans and a drink.. We ordered 3 sets of Bento & 2 sets of Cheese Tofu.. YUMMY!!!

Then we took the escalator to the Billy Bombers on the 5th floor as Jess insisted that we should exercise than to the take the lift.. Lazy me.. We were really full so we ordered drinks, cheese fries and a cake to snack on.. Jess gave me a lovely glass tinted Jigsaw Puzzle on Disney Couples.. I love it.. Thank you Jess & Keri for this wonderful present..

Had a fun time with Cristy & Jess.. Half the time I was teasing Cristy on SK and also busy taking pictures.. Thanks girls.. :D

Eyelash Extension

2007-09-18T19:43:00.000-07:00

This is Melissa Oh Oh Oh Oh..... Oh My God!

Cindy's Dolly Eye

I'm getting influence by this super vain good pal.. Melissa Oh.. She has perfect clear fair complexion, nice sharp nose, asian eyes, long eyelashes and sexy body..

Melissa is one of my really close pal.. We grew up together.. From our crushes, to our first boyfriend, 1st makeup set (Lancome).. A typical Ang Mao Lian (Ah Lian who speaks only english).. She is one loyal friend and always there for you when you need her..

Back to why i do my eyelash extension.. Every girl wants to look good too (esp when you see Melissa's face lor).. So she brought me to Michelle (her eyelash extension lady).. Michelle is really good.. Professional, funny, real and most of all.. it only cost $50 for 1st timers, free refill for 1st week, $10 every top-up..

Worth it man!! Melissa commented i have dolly eyes.. Everyone around me notice the difference and told me my eyes look bigger and i look fresher.. Thanks Melissa & Michelle.. Hugs!

Extreme Makover here i come!

Next Goal: Lose 10 kg! , Next Next Goal: Flawless & Radiant Complexion, the list goes on..

Dating Jay Zhou

2007-09-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

I used to date "Jay Zhou".. Haha!! :D

Recipe - Chawamushi (Japanese Steam Egg)

2007-09-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

This recipe is for enjoying the texture of eggs at the most tendermost but easiest level. It has the sweetest aroma I have ever tasted in eggs using the least ingredients.

INGREDIENTS:

- 2 eggs

- 1 cup cooled chicken or fish stock

- 1 dash sake 1/2 teaspoon soy sauce

- 1/2 cup chopped cooked chicken breast meat

- 1 shiitake mushroom, sliced into strips

- 2 sprigs fresh parsley, for garnish

DIRECTIONS:

1) In a medium bowl, whisk eggs gently while slowly pouring in the chicken stock, sake, and soy sauce.

2) Divide the mushroom and chicken evenly between two small tea cups.

3) Pour the egg mixture into each cup until filled.

4) Bring about 1 inch of water to a boil in a steamer or saucepan.

5) Reduce heat to a simmer, and place cups into the steamer.

6) Cover, and steam for 12 minutes, or until egg is firm but soft and silky like tofu.

7) Garnish each cup with a sprig of parsley, and serve.

Crazy Sunday

2007-09-16T06:41:00.000-07:00

Taken on the MRT
Candid Shot on MRT

Our Lucky Number

The Amazing Singaporeans!

The Monkey Images on the Tree

Our hand-made 4D shaker

Oinky in Fries Holder

VERY thristy Cristy

"Cool" Ladies

Cousins at Fuji Ice

Cristy & SK (under the block)

We, cousins are suppose to meet for volunteary work today however it was cancelled.. Called Sus at 7.10am and she finally got her daddy to wake up at 8.15am.. But they drove directly to Boon Keng Market and forget about poor little Cindy is still in Tampines.. I dilly dally for 1 hour then took a cab ($10) to Boon Keng..

Surprise, surprise.. When i got off the cab, i saw Cristy and SK strolling under the block.. SK pushing his bicycle and inside the bicycle's nasket is Cristy's hand-made brownies.. >( Cristy say I cant have any brownies for my birthday was I'm suppose to lose weight lor... Sigh..

Meimei and Sus came down shortly.. Meimei took a video accidentally on Cristy & SK whilt taking a photo for them.. They are damn cute together lor.. And the best thing is, they have the "Fu Qi" (Husband & Wife) looks.. Hehe..

Since we are all broke.. We made Abalone & Mushroom noodles soup at Cristy's house for lunch before heading to Jurong Entertainment Centre.. We had a fun time teasing Cristy with SK the whole afternoon.. Cristy blushed****** Many times lor...!! xD

After the long train ride, we finally reached Jurong Entertainment Centre.. So excited lor.. I didn't ice-skate for about 10 years le.. Super nervous.. When we reached Fuji Ice at 2.30pm.. There was a sign-board stating that the place will close at 3.30pm today.. So sad.. We spoke to the auntie at the counter and she also advised us not to waste the money to play for just 1 hour.. ($58 for a group of 4 with skates)

Since we came all the way to Jurong, we decided to stay awhile and watch others skate.. And you know what.. We were all drooling over cute young boys lor... Really youngs one lor.. But they are really cute la.. Cant help not looking lor.. Haha! :D

We were really sian diao (disappointed) that we cant skate.. We went to the Arcade and Cristy, Sus & Mei played this Drum game and they suxs big time.. Haha!! Then we were getting thirsty so we decided to go Long John Silver as I personally think they serve nice fries.. We shared a Large Ice Tea, 2 Large Fries with 2 extra Salsa Cheese.. We managed to get a CLEAN NEW fries holder for Oinky to sleep in.. Yippee!!

Since we were already in Jurong, I brought them along to pay Bob's parents a visit.. We seriously run for our lives to chase after the Bus 98 lor.. Haha! It was really funny.. Bob's parents brought us to this tree at Jurong West with 2 monkeys on it.. It looks really real and lots of people were praying the tree too.. Amazing Singaporeans!!

Before going, we heard that many people won 4D after praying to the tree.. We then cut 10 pieces of paper, wrote 0-9 on the papers, crushed them and put them in a red container.. When we reached, we squeezed our way through, grab joss-sticks and pray for lucky numbers.. Each of us took turn to pray and get a lucky number (from the oldest to youngest, Me, Cristy, Mei then Sus) Then Uncle quickly drove us to the nearest 4D booth as it will close at 6pm and it was already 5.30pm at that time.. When we reached the nearest booth.. The queue was super long.. Luckily Auntie saw someone she knows in the queue and we bought our numbers withour queuing, yippee!!

Had dinner at the nearest coffeeshop together and Sus didnt touch any Veg lor.. Tsk tsk.. We finished everything edible on the table.. Good girls, pat on our backs.. :D After dinner, we walked back to Bob's place to rest and his parents showered us with lots of food.. Mooncakes, Pomelo, Vegetarian Fish, Beancurd and snacks.. No one went home empty-handed.. We took the train home from Jurong East MRT and we were so UN-glam lor.. We sat down on the floor of the last cabin and chatted throughout the journey.. Thanks girls, had a great & fun time today.. Hugs! :D

Happy Birthday, Ah Ma!

2007-09-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

Dragonfly - Old School Friends

2007-09-08T20:21:00.000-07:00

Kindof being forced to go Dragonfly cos i don't really like to chiong.. But since I didn't chiong with my best friend (Ying) & Xiu for quite awhile.. I finally agreed.. I wanted to go home to change and look good after dinner with my friends from Peoplesearch.. But who knows, my dinner ended at 10.30pm.. The worst thing is I was in just T-shirt and jeans with NO makeup.. Along with a huge bag as I had to go to Dad' project site in the day..

If they had a worst-dressed award, it will definitely be me.. Sian.. Ying & Xiu came with their sexiest outfit.. Xing Yao (Ying's bf) came along as his friends has another table in Dragonfly too.. We queued for 2 hours at the members' queue just to get in.. Weird right, members need to queue for so long, even longer than people who are not members..

Cherylyn, Feline, Uncle John came awhile later with their group of friends.. So with friends, friend's friends.. The crowd got bigger.. It was fun making and watching them drink themselves silly.. I'm the only person who is sane as i don't drink at all.. With 2 Martells, lots of mixers, Apple sours shots and martinis.. They were all crazy partying.. Had a great time together with all my dear friends.. Thanks pals! :D

Old Friends Gathering - Peoplesearch

2007-09-07T20:11:00.000-07:00

Finally get to meet Mini up for dinner before her baby is due so delivery.. I'm so happy to see her and her "basketball" (which she describes to me).. We had dinner together with Christina, Vivian, Ashish (Mini's hubby) and Brandon (Viv's bf) at Menotti.. You can consider this gathering as the Ex-Peoplesearch Contract's Team gathering minus Stella as she need to comfort her friend who just broke up..

Once again we ordered the Spinach & Crab Soup with 3 different types of pasta.. Our favorite is the Crab pasta with light sweet tomato sauce.. And of course the Spinach & Crab soup.. it is yummy.. Best soup in the world.. Had 4 different desserts and we finished all of them.. Yum! :D

We had a good time together, laughing, joking and talking about almost everything under the sun. Mini gave me a pressie for my birthday.. (1 Starmovie T-shirt, 1 Chicken Soup for the Girlfriend's Soul, 1 cup and VIP tickets for 2 for the show The Invasion starred Nicole Kidman).. Viv gave me a piglet pillow (my favorite disney character) and slimming cream from Japan.. Stella gave me a beautiful heart shaped necklace and a tiny coin purse.. Thank you my dear friends, i love the pressies..! :D

Japan Exchange Program

2007-09-06T20:16:00.000-07:00

Taiwan Bubble Milk Tea
2nd Dinner @ Redhill Market

Food with Japan Sour Plums

Supper @ Bedok 85 Market

Namie's Favorite Local Food - Bak Chor Mee

Our Breakfast - Malay Style

Waterloo Street - Famous Guan Yin Temple

Namie's Favorite Local Snack - Bak Kua

Swissotel's Toilet -Cristy Fav Hangout

Singapore Night View from Swissotel 70th Floor

Menotti @ Raffles City

Menotti's Cakes (Yummy!)

Cristy has this exchange program with Japan Nursing students.. She is assigned to host Namie, our dear Kawaii friend.. She came to Ah Ma's house on saturday evening to have home-made dinner with us.. Since i'm supposed to meet HX at redhill market after his soccer, i asked them along to see Singapore's night life and our LOVE for EATING..

Took the 250(Taxi) to Redhill MRT because we do not want to be late.. Who knows, HX is later lor.. While waiting, we let her try Taiwan Bubble Tea - Honey Milk Tea w/ Pearls & Strawberry Ice-blend w/ Pearls.. Shiock ah! :D

Finally HX arrived then we walked over to Redhill Market.. We are really full but wanted her to try local food as we continue to eat & eat.. Food ordered: Fried Wanton, Black Fried Carrot Cake, Chicken & Mutton Satays and Sugarcane drinks..

Since it's still Chinese Ghost Festival, we wanted Namie to see Getai so I bought the Lianhe Wanbao to check on the location.. Location picked, Penjuru as the host is the funny lady from 881.. Took a cab and Taxi Uncle went round & round the Penjuru Estate but cant find the Getai.. So we decided to try the Penjuru Industrial Park.. To our surprise, the Getai was really held there and long queues of vehicles along the roadside just to see the Getai.. We didnt want to drop as it's dangerous to stay in the industrial till late so we asked the uncle to reroute to Jurong East MRT instead..

Took the MRT to Cristy's house to collect Namie's clothes so that they can stay over my place for one night.. Then we took Bus 66 to Bedok.. Along the way, we saw another Getai and a Pasar Malam (Night Market).. We quickly alighted at the bus stop and brought Namie to see what do Pasar Malam sell.. We bought a $10 Limited Edition Disney Princess Monopoly.. Since we are so near Bedok 85 Market (Famous Supper Hunt) so we took the 250 (Taxi again) to our destination..

1am on Sunday morning and after having dinner twice (6pm & 8pm).. We are going to eat again.. Haha! Namie is really amazed how much we can eat.. By the way, she eats alot too.. Hehe.. This time, we ordered: Bak Chor Mee (Namie's famoue dish), BBQ Stingray, BBQ Chicken Wings, Meat Porridge and Tang Yuan for dessert.. Wow.. We eat until we wanna puke le.. Cristy was forced to stuff the LAST tang yuan in.. Poor Cristy.. Tsk tsk.. :D

Reached home finally, we took turns to bathe and started playing Monopoly while waiting for our hair to dry.. (Only Cristy didnt wash her hair.. Yucks!) Play until cannot tahan then I surrendered and went to sleep..

Woke them up at 10am the next day and we have Malay food for breakfast (Eat again le..) This time we ordered: Plain Prata, Egg Prata, Nasi Lemak, Teh Tarik and Milo Dinosaur.. After breakfast, Daddy send us to Bugis Street to pray and bought Bak Kua for Namie.. She loves it.. Oishi, she exclaimed.. :D

Went Lau Par Sat for dinner on monday with the whole groups of exchange students from Japan, including Nanyang Poly's Lecturers (they thought i'm one of the student.. i look young le..) This time we ordered: Butter Crab, Assorted Tim Sum, Pui Tee, Chicken Rice, Ice Kacang, Chin Chow, Satay and fruits... After dinner, we strolled Esplanade to see Merlion, then to Glutton Street, Singapore Best View @ Swissotel (they were amazed and love the toilet more.. haha), lastly had cakes & ice-creams at Menotii (because it's 1/2 price after 9.30pm).. Yummy..

A super fun & crazy week for me and get to know lots of new friends.. Thank you Cristy! Hugs!

881 - Singapore's Very Own Movie

2007-08-31T16:06:00.000-07:00

My Favorite Actress -Aunt Ling (Ling Yi)
Papaya Sisters

Durian Sisters

Mum heard alot about 881 on the radio and told me that she wanted to watch.. Since Mum & Dad didn't watch any movie for at least 10 years, I decided to bring them for a movie..

Mum is a very thrifty person so to ensure I do not spend to much on the tickets, we went to Bedok Princess Cinema which cost only $5 from Mon - Wed and $6 on Thur & Fri.. Bought 4 tickets for Mum, Dad, Cynthia & myself.. Please do not have high expectations on the cinema.. The movie threatre looks like it is still struck in the 80's (when Mum & Dad were dating).. Glad that Mum & Dad enjoyed the show and our company.. :p

881 is about life in Singapore's Getai (Direct translate of Getai is Song Stage) A very good movie to catch.. Super funny and also super touching lor.. I cried and laughed many times throughout the show (makes me sound so crazy right?).. A must watch movie ya, support Singapore production! :)

Bee Zee Little Bee.. :)

2007-08-25T21:36:00.001-07:00

Homemade Durian Dessert with Strawberry

(Prepared by: Cindy)
Chilli Tuna & Mushroom Pasta with Ginseng Chicken Soup
(Cooked & Prepared by: Cindy & Cristal)

TCC - Our Yummy Meal!

Cristy enjoying the smoothies in TCC

Top of WWW

Delicious Japanese Desserts

Serene & I (1st neoprint ever!)

Japanese Restuarant @ Tampines Swimming Complex with Jess
Serene's Birthday at 101 Live Seafood Steamboat

A really busy and packed week for me, meet up with lots of my old friends, Melissa, Yiru, Daniel, Michelle, Cherylyn, Shuling, Serene, Jess, LC, HX, Cristy & the list goes on (forgive me if i didnt mention your name, i forget la..)

Had a fun & enjoyable time with each and everyone of you.. Love ya always!! :D

Road to ROM

2007-08-20T17:54:00.000-07:00

Finally.. After waiting for 5 years.. (wait until i'm old, fat and ugly le..) We are going to ROM this Christmas.. So my dear friends, remember to mark your calendar for my special day ya.. :P

Didn't know that ROM can be so troublesome.. Luckily I'm blessed with so many great friends 7 cousins around me to assist me on this preparation while Bob is in Sweden doing nothing..

List of things that i need to worry about for just the ROM preparation (ROM already so troublesome, i cant imagine my Customary Dinner 2 years later..)

1) Solemnizer - Need to contact them and invite them for the solemnization, and "HOT" ones like Prof Yu, Mr Chan etc.. need to book early as they are always taken
2) ROM Venue - Wanted an Outdoor venue and a special place for us as the venue will be written down on the marriage cert.. Places in mind are Singapore Polytechnic (our school), Sentosa (the place we met), Changi Yacht Club (near his Navy site)...
3) Wedding Bands - Too many options and designs.. I see until I blur.. Worst thing is, Mr Bob haven't give me his ring size..
4) Buffet Caterer (Halal) - Need to find a good caterer to make sure set-up, food and service is good.. Recommendations anyone?
5) BBQ Caterer (Halal) - Want to have more food options for my guests (lucky them)so thinking buffet + bbq will be fun..
5) Venue Set-up - Need to find a professional to set-up the place with decorations and flowers.. And it's christmas day.. Maybe need to add some christmas accessories..
6) Emcee for the ROM - Do you think it is required? Hmm.. it will make the whole event more lively though..
7) PA System - Anyone knows where to rent PA system..
8) Wedding / ROM gown - So troublesome.. so fat now.. Very difficult to find le.. Time to slim down.. Sigh (need to exercise and eat less, what a torture..)
9) Groom's Suit - Err.. Dunno where i can get them.. Maybe Measure to Make (MTM)ba..
10) Make-up Artist w/ Hairdo - Still sourcing around, have someone in mind but do not know if she will do it..
11) Medi + Pedi - maybe french will do.. Haha!
12) Facial - Need to have nice clear face mah.. What to do..
13) Slimming Sessions - Slimming Sanctuary, here i come..
14) Matching Heels - How to find matching heels to go with gown.. So troublesome..
15) Photographer - Found! :) My dear friend, Faith managed to get her bf to do it for me at a good price.. Thank you Faith & Max!
16) ROM gifts - Need to be more creative cos it's christmas day.. Throw me ideas, anyone!!
17) ROM Invitation Cards - Is it necessary?
18) ROM Coordinators - Thank you my dear friends for assisting me.. Hugs!
19) Songs for ROM - Help.. Any volunteers?
21) Teeth whitening - you know la, i'm born with small yellow teeth.. haha!
20) Other misc.. (Bouquet, Floral wrist band, etc..)

Would like to take this opportunity to thank all my dear friends & cousins for being with me and helping me on this ROM.. Hugs!

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-08-15T01:31:00.001-07:00

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

19 Hours of Bonding & Hanging Out

2007-08-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

Started my day at 8am (So early on a weekend).. Accompanied Mum to Tampines 800++ Market with Cynthia.. After she is done with her marketing, we headed straight to Bugis Street as Mum wanted to go Temple, go OG to shop for Daddy's stuff and also to buy herbal stuff near the temple.

Cristy (poor limping girl after her fall in Ubin), Ah Ling and Ah Girl joined us for lunch in Bugis then shopped together in OG. We shopped till we are really tired so i pestered Daddy to fetch us home. Finally, Dad came at 6.45pm.. We headed to Balestier to buy Mum's favorite duck at Golden Duck Stall for dinner...

Cristy's Wound after Ubin Trip

Right after dinner, we went to Marina Square to meet up with Angel.. 2nd round dinner at Spageddies.. So full already, but we still managed to force down a plate of escargots, crayfish pasta and tiramisu..

We drove down to Clarke Quay at 8.50pm and parked near Ministry of Sound as we were suppose to meet Jess at Settler's Cafe.. Jess called me earlier and told me that she will be arriving around 9.30pm.. We strolled down the river to locate Settler's Cafe as it's our first time going there.. Who knows.. We were lost and landed at Funan Centre.. (Sigh.. Then we took a cab down to North Canal Road.. Jess was already there even though we were supposed to arrive first

Me, Cristy & Ah Girl

Help! I'm forced to eat the plate!

Spageddies Famous Tiramisu

Crayfish Pasta, Escargot & Tiramisu

Group Photo @ Spageddies

When we arrived, there were no tables available for us.. We had to make a reservation at 10.30pm instead.. So we walked down to the nearest coffeeshop for barley drink and headed back to Settler's Cafe.. Finally.. We got our table, ordered the Deluxe Set (comprises of a Snack Platter, 2 hours of gaming and one drink each).. Jess wanted to play Taboo but because Ah Girl is too young to play such game.. We played other brainless games instead..

Drink Barley Drink @ Coffee Shop

First game was Match the Fruits.. We had a crazy time counting and laughing.. My favorite game was the Egg game.. Placing the eggs all over my body and to make sure they don't drop.. Jenga was fun too with the Truth or Dare thingy with it.. Lastly we played the secret number game, it was really cute and exciting too..

Waiting for our table in Settler's cafe

The Piggies Game

Cindy the Egg Champion!

Cindy Wins Again!! 3 Eggs!

Jenga Forfiet - Rub noses

Jenga Forfiet - Ah Girl smell Cristy's feet

Jenga Forfiet - Ah Ling smell Ah Girl's feet

Yummy Kong Bao Frog Legs..

After the gaming session, it was almost 2am.. Drove Angel back home while my cousins and I headed to Geylang for our Frog's Porridge.. Yummy yummy yummy.. I love it so so much.. Fianlly reached home at 3.30am, clean up and sleep around 4am.. What a tired and fulfilling day!

Ubin Trip on National's Day

2007-08-10T01:14:00.001-07:00

HX's Potential GF Closed Up Photo (Lu Rong)

First time HX bring another girl for us to see.. Brave HX.. Finally is doing something for himself.. Anyway Cristy commented that HX Kor kor is a nice guy.. So he still got hope lor.. :)

German's Girl Shrine

The history of this shrine goes all the way back to 1914. Behind a secluded timber temple located at the northern coast of Pulau Ubin, there is a tragic urban legend unknown even to many Singaporeans. Strangely, inside the temple, you will find two physical objects as the centerpiece of worship. One is a beautiful porcelain urn placed on top of the altar, the other is merely a piece of rock of a football size on the floor under the altar. These two artifacts closely associate with a deceased white German girl who was mystified as a local deity in almost ninety years ago.

In August 1914, at the outbreak of WW1, British troops at night came to raid and prosecute a German merchant who owned a coffee plantation business and lived in Pulau Ubin. A young German girl who is the daughter of the merchant became frightened and ran away. Because it was dark at night, the girl fell down a cliff and was killed when her head hit on a piece of rock. The body of the innocent girl, however, was discovered by the local laborers on the next days, covered by termites. Out of kindness, they did more than just giving her a proper burial; a Kramat (a worship shrine) was built for her on the hilltop.

Years later, due to the development of quarry excavation on the hill, her remain was exhumed and transferred to another temple at the northern coast. What belonged to her, the remains that were put in a porcelain pot and this 'rock of destiny' were moved too.

The villagers continued to visit the new temple to pray.Through the passage of time, the shrine has grown into a popular place of spirit worship for the villagers because of the allegedly efficacious supernatural power of the German girl. Many worshippers especially the gamblers had their wishes granted.

WK, Ah Bui (Ling's bf), HX, HX's unofficial gf (because HX have not officially chase her though I know they will defintely work out), ME, Ling, Cyn, Cristy & SK

(from left to right)

Tiny red crab at Chek Jawa
Really huge fish (at least 1.7m) @ Ubin Resort

Top of Ubin

Happy 42nd Birthday, Singapore!

While planning for an outing for National Day, decided to have some exercise involved (cos i grew really fat after the unhealthy Europe trip)

Before going there, i reminded Ah Ling to bring her passport (to tease her as it was her first time to Ubin) Mummy made lots of yummy food for us to bring.. Egg Sandwiches, Fried Noodles and her famous Yam Cake.. The Kiasu people like us brought cap, sunblock, water, extra t-shirt, towel and lots of money.. :)

Seriously.. I cannot be bothered to look good as no handsome guys there in Ubin.. So I was placed on the worst dressed list with boyish, fatty looks.. Who knows.. Hahaha!! :D

We started looking for budget bicycles.. Finallt ended up at the last shop.. Got our bikes at $7 for the entire day.. Only Cynthia paid $12 for hers as she wanted something better.. (Cos she cant really cycle lor.. Lousy..)

We spend our holiday on Ubin Island, exploring the entire island. Was really tiring as there were lots of upslopes.. Sian.. :P We cycle to Chek Jawa, Temples in Ubin, German Girl's Shrine, Quarrys, Ubin resort (for lunch), Jetty and other coconut drink stops.. :)

Poor Cristy fell badly cos she was looking at an old toilet which she finds amusing.. Tsk tsk.. Lots of Tender Loving Care from SK & HX.. Lucky girl :)

They cleaned up her wound at Ubin Resort where we had our lunch as the other resturants near the jetty were overcrowded due to overwhelming tourists from Singapore Main Land.. So smart little Cindy brought them to a place where you can find decent food and NO CROWD AT ALL.. I told them about the 3 giant fish in the Ubin's pond.. And they were amazed..

Had a great time and enjoy seeing new couples together.. Let's us all pray for 1st couple (HX & Lu Rong) and 2nd Couple (SK & Cristy) Hehe.. :)

The worst thing about the trip was waiting for Cynthia.. We were supposed to meet everyone at Tampines interchange 9am.. We reached at 9.30 instead.. Then when selecting our bikes, she went to the toilet and made us waited another 15min for her under the hot hot sun.. We sweat like pigs lor (i think even worse than pigs...)

I really enjoyed myself though i don't think i loss any weight.. Love the fresh coconuts.. And the kampung way of living.. And we went back at least $20 poorer.. Haha!

Cousinz Gathering (After Europe Trip)

2007-08-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

Cristy, Ernest, Sus & Me
3 Little Pigs.. :)

Oinky loves fishball (like Meimei)

Many plates of Chicken meat

Self-Made Desserts

Cute Cousinz

Cooking Oinky with the Chicken Meat... Haha!

Since I was away for so long.. It's obvious that my cousinz will miss me badly.. :)

So we have a gathering one week after i'm back.. Ernest (Cristy's daddy side cousin) joined us too.. We were supposed to meet in bugis at 1pm.. But due to waiting for my mummy to prepare to go Ah Ma's house, we only meet at 3pm.. (Poor Ernest waited for 2 hours)

We cant make up our mind what to have for Lunch (err... or dinner) so finally we settle for Seoul Garden.. It's too too too expensive for the little ones (how can 4 students + 1 adult buffet cost $120)

We started from 3pm to 6pm.. Eat chicken and chicken and chicken.. Until we decided not to have chicken for the next few months.. Haha! Wonderful bonding with the little ones.. :)

Denmark - Copenhagen (Jul 23 - 26)

2007-07-23T01:28:00.000-07:00

The Ascot Hotel, Copenhagen

Louis Toussaud Wax Museum

Ridley's Museum

Hans Christian Andersen Museum

Guinness World of Records

Ridley's Believe it or Not - Sports Section

H.C. Andersen - Denmark's Fairy Tale Man

Port of Nyhavn

The Little Mermaid, Copenhagen

City Hall, Stroget

Guinness World of Records - Largest Fruits Ever!

New Sex Move, Erotica Museum

Erotica Museum Biggest Penis on Earth, Erotica Museum

Tivoli Gardens

The Mystic Exploratorie

Denmark - Billund Legoland (Jul 21 -23)

2007-07-21T18:19:00.000-07:00

Sweden - Malmo (Jul 20 - 21)

2007-07-20T18:30:00.000-07:00

My one night stay at Hilton Hotel, Malmo

Cathedral in Malmo
Malmo - Chocolate Museum

Mini Me

Licking the largest ice-cream on earth..

Turning Torso

Oresund Bridge

Playing the band in the streets of Malmo

Bullying the ducks.. :P

My Favorite Song - Fei Ni Mo Shu

2007-07-19T14:10:00.001-07:00

你知道嗎
ni zhi dao ma
我很喜歡牽著你的手的感覺
wo hen xi huan qian zhe ni de shou de gan jue
那是什麼樣子
na shi shen me yang zi
我好希望再來一次
wo hao xi wang zai yi ci

懂得讓我微笑的人
dong de rang wo wei xiao de ren
再沒有誰比你有天份
zai mei you shui bi ni you tian fen
輕易闖進我的心門
qing yi chuang jin wo de xin men
明天的美夢你完成
ming tian de mei meng ni wan cheng

整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭
zheng ge yu zhou, hao han wu bian de jin tou
每顆渺小星球全都繞著你走
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu, quan dou rao zhe ni zou
愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku

懂得讓我流淚的人
dong de rang wo liu lei de ren
給的感動一定是最深
gei de gan dong yi ding shi zui shen
在我心中留下傷痕
zai wo xin zhong liu xia shang hen
你同時點亮了星辰
ni tong shi dian liang le xing chen

整個宇宙浩瀚無邊的盡頭
zheng ge yu zhou, hao han wu bian de jin tou
每顆渺小星球全都繞著你走
mei ke miao xiao xing qiu, quan dou rao zhe ni zou
愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku

那麼多相遇
na me duo xiang yu
偏偏只和你天造地設般產生奇蹟
pian pian zhi he, tian zao de she ban chan sheng qi ji
我心的縫隙
wo xin de feng xi
我想除了你任誰也無法填補這空虛
wo xiang chu le ni, ren shei ye wu fa tian bu zhe kong xu

愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
我只願守護由你給我的幸福
wo zhi yuan shou hu, you ni gei wo de xing fu
愛我非你莫屬
ai wo, fei ni mo shu
也許會笑著哭但那人是你所以不怕苦
ye xu hui, xiao zhe ku, dan na ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku
那個人是你所以不怕苦
na ge ren shi ni suo yi, bu pa ku

Last Day in Karlskrona + Red & White Wine Fondue Buffet

2007-07-19T12:04:00.000-07:00

Ordering of the Red & White Wine Fondue Buffet

Yummy!!

Food Food & more FOOD.. :D

On the way back home after Fondue Buffet

Outside Bob's house

Last night in Karlskrona, Sweden

Sweden - Aspo (Jul 17)

2007-07-18T06:20:00.000-07:00

Hiding from the Sun

Protect the land!

Slave of Sweden

Aspo's Solider

Ferry to Aspo

Sweden - Karlskrona (Jul 16 - Jul 19)

2007-07-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

Overview of the Gay Rock

Bridge on the Gay Rock

Sweden - Karlskrona (Go-Kart Race)

2007-07-17T06:27:00.000-07:00

Before the Race

Ready, On your mark, Get set, Go!

2nd Place - Fastest round 24sec

Shagged - After the race

Sweden - Ronneby (Jul 16)

2007-07-16T14:11:00.001-07:00

Ronneby

3 Ugly Feets

Brunnspark & Duckies

Chubby Cindy & Bobbie

Sweden - Gothenburg (Jul 14 - Jul 15)

2007-07-15T14:00:00.000-07:00

Best View in Gothenburg

Gothenburg - Universeum

Liseberg - Cooking in Bunny's house

Liseberg - I'm a bunny too!!

Liseberg - Balder (The best & most thrilling ride)

Liseberg - The FAKE Petrol Kisok

Gothenburg - Coast Line / Maritiman

Norway - Oslo (Jul 11 - Jul 13)

2007-07-14T13:20:00.000-07:00

Oslo - Kon Tiki Museum @ Bygdoynes Island

Oslo - The Vigeland Park

Oslo - Nobel Peace Centre

Oslo - The PolarShip Fram @ Bygdoynes Island

The Trolls of Oslo

Oslo - Holmenkollen Ski Museum

Oslo - Armed Forces Museum

Oslo - The Parliament (Stortinget)

Oslo - Vigeland Sculpture Park

Dinner Cruise cum Norwegian Prawn Buffet

Outdoor Arts Display (Me digging Polar Bear's nose..)

Feeding the birds on the Dinner Cruise

Sweden - Stockholm (Jul 10 & Jul 13)

2007-07-13T13:03:00.000-07:00

Stockholm - IceBar (-5 'C)

Vodka on the ROCK lor..

Stockholm - Park Inn Arlanda

Stockholm - Transport Museum (Free Entry.. Yippee!)

Sweden - Karlskrona (Jul 8 - Jul 9)

2007-07-09T03:23:00.000-07:00

Karlskrona City Centre

Biggest Pizza Ever (We finish it lor!!)

Church of the Holy Trinity

Mid-Summer Party

Look at the bridge.. Not my tummy k!!! '~'

So many strawberries.. Yippee!!

Hi there! Still looking for more strawberries.. :P

Eating my freshly plucked strawberry

Karlskrona - Strawberry Picking Day

Karlskrona - Best Ice Cream Store!! Yummy!!

Err.. Taken at Petrol Kisok.. Haha!

My Little Europe Trip - Denmark, Sweden, Norway

2007-07-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

Hey friends..

I know you guys miss me alot.. Will be back soon.. Jul 27..

So decided to load some pictures first for you to see me.. Hugs & Kisses, Chubby Cindy! :P

Free Movie Treat From Jess - Nancy Drew

2007-06-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

Lucky Jess won 4D.. She dreamt of her doggie & a snake so decided to buy 4D.. Haha!!

Anyway moral of the story is that Jesslyn remembers her friends even though she won.. Thanks Jess! Enjoyed the movie and had a great time hanging out with my great pal.. :)

Rouge Again! Haha!

2007-06-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

Jess refused to give me the group photo just because she looks as red as a cooked prawn.. But i think she looks pretty in red.. :P

Another Rouge outing as i will be leaving for Taiwan from June 29 - July 02. Then will rush to Denamrk, Sweden and Norway from July 07 - July 27.. I know you will ALL miss me truly, madly & deeply.. Haha! :)

More Pictures from Fiona Mei - KTV Nite Out!

2007-06-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

Shy Guys with Sexy Lady =)

Girlz Rulz

Tallest to Shortest??

Candid Shot

CousinZ....

2007-06-24T04:18:00.000-07:00

Dressing up for KTV session..

The CousinZ

Alvin (The thorn among the roses)

Sharkfin Feast.. Yummy!! :P

Ah Girl, Me & Ida

Girlz Power!

Managed to grab some of the our fun pictures from Ida's blog.. (Meimei!! Quickly upload the rest.. hehe..)

We have a great & crazy time on friday.. Ah Ling, Cristy, Susie & HX came over to my house for dinner 1st.. Mummy cooked Curry Chicken, Fried Bee Hoon and Cheese Tofu.. (yummy! :P) We lazed around in my house.. Then reluctantly leave at a quarter to nine as we were getting late.. (to pick up Meimei, Ah Girl & WK)

We had a hard time locating Ten Dollars Club (KTV Place).. We finally got there but got a tiny little room for 8 pax even though we have more than 12 pax.. Sigh.. Great thing about Ten Dollars Club is that they provide FREE sharkfin soup & FREEFLOW of drinks.. (We are so cheapo.. haha!!)

Dora Auntie & Husband came as it was also Alvin's 21st Birthday (June 23)! Xiao Gu (Little Uncle)came as well to check on instead but we got him to do things for us instead.. Xiao Gu helped us to buy Alvin's Birthday Cake & snacks (satay, kuehkueh & etc..)for our KTV session..

Alvin, Ken, Ida (my bro and cousins), Angel, Oyster, Jesslyn & Keri came for the event too.. This was also considered as a Farewell for Ida.. She will be leaving for Australia on July 1st to do her degree at Monash.. We will miss you so much.. Muacks muacks.. :-*

We end the session after the last song at 1.30am.. Ah Ling (our driver), Cristy, Susie, Ah Girl, HX, WK & I walked back to daddy's car.. When we arrived.. we saw 2 tiny cockroaches running around on the top of the car.. We girls are SO SO SO afraid of cockroaches even though the cockroaches are super tiny..

Then we decided to open the back of the car to squeeze the little ones in.. To our horror, more tiny cockroaches were running around near the dried up (cannot make it) Pandan Leaves.. We screamed with all our might and ran faraway from the car.. Our heros, HX & WK cleaned up the car and chased the cockroaches away.. The rest refused to sit at the back of the car.. So we bullied the guys (though they saved our little lives) to sit there instead.. Haha!

Before heading home.. We have durian at Geylang.. Then my cousins bunked over my place.. What a fun-filled day.. (yawn.. tired..ZzzzZZZZzzzz)

Happy Father's Day!!

2007-06-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

History of Father's Day: Year 1910

Sonora Smart Dodd of Spokane, Washington, organizes the first Father's Day celebration on June 19, her own father's birthday. The mayor of Spokane and the governor of Washington state officially support the event. Dodd's father, a farmer and Civil War veteran, had been a single father to six young children after the death of his wife.

This is how Father's Day started.. A fatherly figure is important to every child's life.. Father is always view as a solemn and strict breadwinner.. My daddy is the best daddy in the world, not only is he the sole breadwinner of the family, he loves us dearly and always give us loads of respect..

To my dearest Daddy and all the other daddies in the world.. Happy Father's Day!!

Had a great dinner at East Coast Waraku.. A wonderful family bonding with my siblings, Cynthia & Ken.. Mummy & Daddy look happy as the family hardly have dinner together unless it is special occasion.. We ordered lots of food lor and we have to force the food down our throats.. Sian.. Another fat-gain day for me.. :(

Suddenly I realise that Daddy & Mummy are really getting older.. Actually I kind of worry too cos I really hope for them to be healthy and happy and have a long life.. Will try to let them enjoy their lives and travel more while they can... Love them always!!

BBQ Again.. Change of Location (Sunshine Terrace)

2007-06-16T22:53:00.000-07:00

Ah Xiong (the Eldest Cousin)
Our youngest uncle (so sexy right!!)
Merry Go Round 1

Merry Go Round 2

Constipated Look

Sweet Things!! :)

Sweeter now..

Fun @ Playround!!

Kawaii Cousins Err.. All dun look nice lor..

The Dark Ones

Ah Girl e Koala Bear

Act Fat Photo

Was dragged to Dora Auntie's house for another session of BBQ.. How to slim down if I have such activiates every other day... :(

Anyway I had another enjoyable time with all my aunties, uncles and of cos my dearest cousins.. The cousins of the night are Ah Ling Tan (aka Rambutan), Cristy (aka Leech), Fiona (aka Meimei), Susie (aka Sus), Jun Wei (aka Ah Wee Wee), Jun Xiong, (aka Ah Xiong), Annabel (aka Ah Girl), Aaron, Anson and my dearest sister Cynthia..

Had lots of yummy BBQ food & even home-made dumplings.. Thanks aunties & mummy & Ah Ma.. And all thanks to our macho uncles for BBQing.. :) Love ya all!!

BBQ at Seasons Park

2007-06-15T23:56:00.000-07:00

Sexy Kisses
ONLY Serene eating.. Hehe.. :)
Official Group Photo

Err.. getting ready for the photo shot..

My fav!! Mashmallows!!

Moon-tanning

The Guyz..

Happy Girlz

Fun @ Pool

Fun @ Playground

Stupid MCPs..

Superman.. Superbird.. Super shoot bird.. :D

Pretty Cousins

Before & After (Slimming & Tanning)

Ah Lians!!

Hey guys.. I do not think i will need to tell you guys how much fun we had.. (esp. to those who didn't turn up.. hehe..)

Pictures speak a thousand words.. :) Had blog about them individually..

Introduction of the BBQers on Friday

2007-06-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

Orel - Shrek of the Day

Melvin - Mr Cool Guy / Heinkein Promoter

Haoxin (aka HX) - 5 years old kid in a 25 years old body

Xiao Shen (aka Steven) - Best Disappearing Act

Wee Kiong (aka WK) - BBQ King

Serene (aka Mei) - Sweetest Looking BBQer

Elise - Act Shy BBQer

Jesslyn (aka Jessie) - The Lady between the Tongs / Best Photograhper

Ah Ling Tan (aka Rambutan) - Best Constipated Look

Cristy (aka Leech) - Ugliest Rabbit in Town

Cindy - Pretty Dead or Alive Look (haha!!)

Gathering of the Hildians

2007-06-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

Group Photo without Jin Hong as he is still on the way..

Xiu & I

My Best friend Ying & I

Finally got an opportunity to meet up with Ying & Xiu.. Had seafood dinner at Jumbo East Coast.. 3 little girls ordered Chilli Crab, , Fried Man Tous, Drunken Prawns, Frog Legs w/ Spring Onion, Fried Yu Tiao w/ Sotong and Yu Fu Noodles.. (boy, we really can eat!!) Dinner was not really yummy but we had a fun time taking pictures and catching up at the same time..

After dinner, Frederick picked up us and we travelled to HK Cafe at Beach Road. All of us had Mango Pomelo drink (copycats.. cos I wanted it first..) Then the guys ordered food as they did not have dinner before that.. Frederick brought along his 2 NUS school mates after their golf session.. Jin Hong joined us really late as he lost his way (so lame right)...

Maybe it's because we have not met each other for so long, we really have lots of things to talk about, stupid lame jokes to crack and of cos, not missing out picture taking.. :)

Miss ya guys & gals.. Hopefully we will have our Mahjong session soon.. Or blading together at East Coast ba (provided I can master my moving and stopping first.. Hehe..)

My Meimei - Serene

2007-06-12T16:37:00.001-07:00

Err.. Our only photo taken together after a BBQ gathering..

(Both of us looking really bad.. Excuse us.. :P)

Decided to blog about my mei.. Got to know her when I was the HR Leader for Flextronics.. But I didn't left a good first impression to her.. Her first impression of me is that I am someone authoritative, arrogant and unfriendly.. (sob sob.. :( So sad to know I gave such an impression..)

Well, she got to know me better when we had a "department lunch" together.. It was with the other HRs from Flextronics.. She was shocked.. I'm not as serious as she thought.. I'm funny, cheeky and love cracking stupid jokes.. :P That is the REAL Cindy.. Wahahaha!!

We got to know each other better and hanging out more.. I'm a good company to be with lor.. :P

Let me tell you more about my mei.. She may be young at age (err.. about 3 years younger than me..) but she is mature in terms of mentality.. Though her voice still sounds really cute and kiddish.. :D A great listener and debater.. Love ya, Mei!!

I miss Japan!!! I miss the fun, food and friends!!

2007-06-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

Streets of Japan

Food Food Food

Ginza Plaza

Shabu Shabu

Delicious Japanese Snacks

Asasuka Temple

I miss Japan.. Sob Sob.. Thanks Viv for the pictures.. Hope Stella will pass me the Disney pictures soon.. :)

Fun-Filled Sunday + A Cheapo Marriage Propose

2007-06-10T21:20:00.000-07:00

Woke up early on sunday morning as I had to handle logistic matters for Mr Naughty (also known as Mr B).. Rushed to Logesh & Rai's place (Mr Naughty's colleague & colleague's wife) at Paya Lebar Way and was lost along the way..

Finally found the place, Logesh & Rai were very nice and assisted me on the logistic arrangements.. (Thanks alot!!)

Made my way to Mr Naughty's house.. Dropped the boxes, checked on the delivered items and then got my driver to send me to The Cathay..

Bought tickets for Ocean Thirteen for Angel, Naz (Angel's bf), Henry and I.. Another great show.. Good storyline and really professional & handsome actors (eg. Brad Pitt & George Clooney..) But i was abit embarassed during the viewing of the show as there were a few times that i laughed out loud.. (but no one was laughing.. felt so lame..)

Naz drove me home after the show cum shopping cum eating.. Quickly changed into my running gears as I had not been exercising regularly... After the ran, I went online to check my emails..

Then Mr Naughty IM me on MSN.. We were chatting like old friends.. Then he suddenly proposed to me.. But it was really lame.. He asked if I would marry him with Cola Can Ring & Wild Flowers.. I've rejected him immediately.. (So cheapo lor..) Haha!! :D

Chill Out Day (Part 2 - Rouge)

2007-06-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

Me with Sunny aka The Rock..

Our Drinks & Food.. (So fattening lor..)

My dear friends jeering at my lousy camera skills.. :'(

Angel & Devil

Our dear photographer, Jess..

Oyster trying to be extra..

Oyster & The Pearl .. :)

The 4 of us (Angel, Jess, Mel & I) went back to Rouge.. We didn't had to pay cover-charge as we got to know Sunny.. He got us in for free.. (Thanks Sunny!!)

Lucky us, we managed to get a really good seat near the stage.. Oyster only came at 11.45pm.. Super late lor.. :)

Live band started at 11.30pm.. Angel was drooling over her John aka Bon Jovi (the lead singer).. For me, i feel the keyboard player was cuter though.. :p (drools..........)

Mel ordered something different for once.. Lychee Breeze (lychee blended with just ice.. haha..) But he decided to drink pineapple juice again.. hehe.. I had my grapefruit juice, orange juice and lastly pineapple juice.. (i seriously think i've got influenced by Mel..)

Angel, Jess & Oyster drank beer.. But sadly, none of them got drunk and did any silly thing.. (no free show.. sobsob..) We had fun playing with Jess's new camera.. I'm really lousy when it comes to IT or Technical stuff.. Got scolded and jeered by the them when nice little me was trying to take a group picture for them.. (Baddies!!)

Oyster was very nice, he asked John (Angel's Bon Jovi) to come over to say hi.. :) Silly me, when John wanted to shake my hand, i backed off and pointed at Angel.. Then John said "I just wanna say Hi.." I was super embarrassed.. we shook hands and after John left, the whole group was laughing their heads off.. (what friends i had.. tsk tsk..)

Naughty Jess knew i found the Keyboard player cute, she then asked Oyster to ask him to come over and say hi to me.. He really came over.. My knees went soft like jelly.. (blushed..) Jess took a picture for us together.. His hand went over my shoulder, but i stood very still.. (like a stone, maybe too nervous la..) The picture with him did not turn out nice.. :'(

Wow.. Found out that Jess is really good in photo taking.. (Can be professional le..) We had a fun night though.. Crazy photo shoots (even in toilet), great music, fun jokes and last but not least my wonderful friends..

Chill Out Day (Part 1 - Alley Bar)

2007-06-09T04:07:00.000-07:00

Even tried smoking fries? We did!! :)

Though i'm only 24yrs old going 25 this year.. I feel so old.. No longer have the energy to go clubbing, chill out, drinking till wee hours..

However was dragged by Angel to accompany her to her fav. live band @ Rouge.. We were supposed to meet 9pm at outside Rouge to get free stamp... (cos we are cheapo, dun wan to pay for cover-charge..)

Everyone was late.. expect good little Cindy & Angel.. (we rush a cab down cos little Cindy is very particular about punctuality..) Only Melvin (Angel's secondary school fren) came 15mins after.. We decided to get a drink at Alley Bar first while waiting for the rest to arrive..

Angel, Mel & I strolled to Alley Bar and sat indoors because SOMEBODY wants to be in an air-conditioned place.. While waiting for Oyster and Jess to arrive, we had ordered drinks and finger food frst.. Mel & I didnt take alcohol because Mel drove that night and Cindy is always a good girl.. :P

Jess arrived at 9.45pm (late again lor..) Kind little Cindy should forgive her.. Haha!! Anyway, Jess brought her latest Canon Camera along.. And we had great fun taking pictures.. Got to know that Mel is a Pineapple freak.. (dun believe, read my Part 2 on Rouge lor..)He drank 2 glasses of pineapple juice during our 1 hour stay at Alley Bar.. Angel & Jess had beer and I had cranberry juice...

A horrible thing happened to me at Alley Bar.. :'

I was forced by Angel to eat 2 calamari.. So sad.. How to slim down like that.. Aiyo.. Felt so guilty the entire night lor.. Sigh.. Wasted my effort to run 2.4km before the outing..

10.30pm.. Time to proceed up to Rouge now so that we could get a table and good seats to watch the live band.. Oyster still haven arrive.. So late lor.. To make matter worse, his hp was switched off.. Tsk Tsk.. (to be continued.. Part 2 - Rouge)

Mummy's Side Family Tree

2007-06-06T13:17:00.000-07:00

Mummy has 8 siblings plus herself will be 9 lor.. (my maths not bad hor.. haha!!)

1) Toa Yi (Big Aunty - Mahjong Queen)
2) Toa Gu (Big Uncle - Funny Retired Teacher)
3) Mummy (Singapore's Best Housewife)
4) Dora Aunty (Ms Can-Fix-Everything)
5) Audrey Aunty (Shopping Queen)
6) Pat Yi (Quiet & Demure Aunty)
7) Xiao Gu (Little Uncle - Lucky Gambling Star)
8) Lynn Aunty (Successful Career Woman)
9) Dunno who cos Ah Ma (Grandma) gave her away to a Malay Family

Including the ah ma, aunty / uncle spouses, children, nieces, nephews.. We have 36 of us.. Wow.. The only time that we get to see each other is during Chinese New Year (CNY).. Every CNY, it will be update time, who change house, car, bf, gf & etc.. And best of all, getting Ang Baos!! Yippee!!

Bo liao little me had nothing to do.. So decided to find out who blogs in the family.. Kpo right.. :)

Here they are:

Me - Mummy's dearest daughter
Cristy aka Oinky - Audrey Aunty's daughter
Fiona aka Meimei - Dora Aunty's daughter
Alvin aka Abin Tan - Dora Aunty's son
Susie aka Sus - Xiao Gu's daughter
Ivy - Toa Gu's eldest daughter
Ida - Toa Gu's 2nd daughter
Toa Gu - The only uncle in the family who blogs.. Haha!!

So sad right.. Out of 35 of us, only 8 of us blog.. So the rest who didn't blog (tsk tsk), better catch up ah.. :)

I want to watch Blades Of Glory!!

2007-06-05T22:40:00.000-07:00

So sad... Always dun have the luck to watch Blades of Glory.. Until now.. :(

The last time was to watch with Cristy but it was Family Dinner Day.. Then when we rearranged.. I fell asleep.. (Best right.. Haha..)

Today we met up again at Cineleisure wanting to catch the show at 7.35pm with LC.. Who knows, i got struck in last min meeting.. Reached at 7.30pm.. Cristy & LC only get to find each other like 7.20pm.. By the time they reached the counter.. It will already fully booked.. :(

Since today is Tuesday.. Means it is Gelare Day cos the waffles are on half-price.. Yippee!! So we rushed down to Plaza Singapura where the nearest Gelare outlet is and had our waffles.. Yummy.. :D

LC had craving for Fish Soup so we had no choice but to go a level up to Food Court to accompany her.. Wow.. LC & Cristy can really eat lor.. I didn't even took a bite of the fish soup at all.. Disciplined little cindy.. Hee.. *Pat on the back.. :D

Hope i can watch Blades of Glory soon before it stop airing in the cinemas... Wait for me!! Here i come!!

Wild Wild Wet - Capitaland's Family Day

2007-06-02T18:56:00.000-07:00

Yippee!! My first outing to Wild Wild Wet (WWW).. Aunty Audrey has 10 free tickets to WWW as it is her company's family day..

So the lucky ones like me, Cristy (of cos la, Aunty Audrey is her mummy mah.. Lucky girl), Ah Girl, Sus, Mei, Anson, my Mummy, Aunty Audrey and Ah Kim (Sus & Anson's mummy) get to go to the WWW..

We were super Kiasu (typical Singaporean).. First few to queue to get into WWW and rush in to find the best seats for my mummy and Aunty Audrey.. (they were our bags watchers for the day)..

We tried every ride and even did the Ular Lah 5 times just because we wanted to choose the best pictures taken by the machine while sliding down.. (Vain us.. tsk tsk..) The proudest moment we had in WWW was, we were the only team we won $100 Capitaland Vouchers during the Tele-match.. (Teamwork Rulz!!)

Free flow of Popcorn, Kacang Puti, Candy Floss, Muah Chee, Drinks, Massage, Face Sketches and Games.. We are damn cheapo.. We tried and took almost all the freebies.. Hehe.. :)

Lunch time and we also took 5 packs of Fried Rice Combo and 5 packs of Nasi Briyani Combo.. Though only 8 of us eating as Aunty Audrey is vegetarian.. Greedy us.. Haha!! Right after lunch, we went to take 10 jellys for dessert.. And after dessert, we have 10 ice-creams.. After stuffing everything into our tummies, we were very bloated.. (almost puke lor..)

So after the meal, we decided to laze on the Lazy River and went lying on the pool awaiting for the waves to push us back to shore.. Lazy little us.. :P

We had a fun-filled day and most of us became really dark expect for Cristy (we hate u!!).. I look like milk chocolate now.. If i were to go for more outdoor outings, i will be as dark as dark chocolate soon..

Our plan for the Capitaland Vouchers is next Cousinz Outing.. Have great food and another fun-filled, crazy time together!! :)

Cousinz Movie Outing - Shrek 3

2007-06-01T14:38:00.000-07:00

Had a long week.. Daddy scolded me for going out almost everyday for the past one month.. :(

Luckily, daddy will not and cannot scold me cause i'm going out with my cousinz today after work!! Yeah!! All mummies already approved our outing!! :)

Poor Cristy was on the way to Tampines when i called her.. She was at Eunos station going towards Kembangang Station and i stopped her from going to my house.. I made her take the train back to Eunos to wait for me to knock off.. After 15mins, i'm still stuck in office.. Cos daddy is not free and can't send me to Eunos MRT.. Then i called Cristy again to make her take the train to Kembangang cos it's nearer if i were to take a bus there.. :)

Finally met up with Cristy (but she is already blur in terms of train directions).. Haha!! Then we took the train to City Hall to meet Ah Ling Tan and Ah Girl.. We have to go Suntec Eng Wah as i only have free tickets for Eng Wah..

We were super hungry after walking all the way from City Hall to Suntec.. It was already 7pm, so we decided to watch the 7.30pm show so that we can take a quick dinner.. Cristy bought me dinner.. Hugs!!

Shrek 3 is super funny.. We laughed throughout the show.. I love the show.. Cant wait for tomorrow's outing at Wild Wild Wet with my cousins again.. :)

Busy Month

2007-05-29T22:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry to all my dear friends out there..

I'm really busy at work, lots of entertainment, outings with you guys so i really didnt have the time to blog..

Thank you for bearing with me for this period.. I'm really blessed to have friends like you in my life.. Hugs and love ya all!!

Pirates of the Carribean

2007-05-27T04:55:00.000-07:00

Keri and Jesslyn are the master planner for today's outing.. (or you should say yesterday)

The dear girls did a great job in coordinating to planning and organising the people.. But one thing to comment.. both were late.. Tsk tsk.. :P

Thank you my dear friends for supporting and coming to this little outing.. Credits to: Angel, Jesslyn, Keri, Me, Oyster, Wee Kiong and HX.. (Good movie + Great people = FUN!!)

After movie, Angel, Oyster, Jesslyn, Wee Kiong & I went to Rouge (suggested by our dear Angel..) Music was good especially when the band went onstage.. They rawks!! (I like the Keyboard Player, but Angel insists that her "Bon Jovi" is better.. Whatever.. Haha..)

3am.. Yet the rest of them are still super active.. I was nagging away and insisting i should go home 1st as in less than 4 hours time, i have to go for some Volunteering Work.. Yawn.. :O

Nitz guys & gals.. I need to sleep le.. ZZZzzzZZZZzzzzz

Another great pal, LC the Tigeress!!

2007-05-22T22:05:00.000-07:00

The Tigeress who looks demure..

Got to know to LC when I was in Flextronics as a HR Leader.. She was recruited as our Training & Development personnel.. I joined Flextronics one month earlier than her..

The first day when I meet her, she came across as a demure, shy and conservative lady.. Her only response to our conversation is her laughters..

Now, she shown her true colours (sound really bad rite..).. She is actually a very fun person to be with.. She is really chatty when you get to know her.. A loyal and faithful who will stand by you.. We can talk about anything under the sun.. (maybe even stars and moon..)

My 3rd Blading Lesson

2007-05-20T22:22:00.000-07:00

HX's butt shape on the poor bush (Very big butt rite.. )

Been learning my blading for the 3rd time now.. Wow 3 sundays at East Coast le.. I'm still struck on learning to move with grace..

Haiz.. I'm always a fast learner when it comes to work, studies and other ball sports.. But why does my blading sucks.. Actually i know why i still can't move gracefully.. Fear of falling and knocking into people have been stopping me from proceeding..

Poor HX, he fell right into the bush because of me.. So i felt so guilty.. Sorry ah.. :(

By the pace i'm going, i really don't know when i will master blading.. Haiz..

My Wist List!! :)

2007-05-14T13:19:00.000-07:00

2nd Blading Trial with Cristy

Before Slimming

Been trying to fulfil my wish list on my blog.. Currently I have been aggressively focusing on my slimming plans (though i really wonder how long will my determination, discipline and motivation last..) So all my dear friends out there, STOP all your temptations ya.. I'm not going to fall for any of your traps..

I started learning blading with a help of a good coach, HX.. He has been really patient with me.. 2 lessons already, yet i'm still learning how to move with grace.. Fear of falling, going down slopes and going over humps are always stopped me from improving.. All thanks to my dearest cousin, Cristy being there for me.. (Making her fall with me, holding my hands to make me feel secured, Carrying all my barang barang for me..)

Hopefully by another 2 lessons, i will learn how to stop.. But from the pace that i'm learning, I think it will take months for me to master... (Why is blading so difficult!! But the Bladers in East Coast makes it look so easy.. Unfair!!)For my driving license, i decided to change from Manual to Auto instead.. I hate it whenever i need to change gear, step on the clutch and the list goes on.. I will aim to get my license by end of this year..

For the rest of my list, they will just have to wait till i fulfil my top 3 priorities ba.. :)

Craziest KTV Session Ever!

2007-05-07T15:37:00.000-07:00

Best Act Cute Award!

Scissors, Paper, Stone - Girls Vs Boys

Best All Boys Band Award!

Funniest Singers Award!

Best Duet Singers Award!

Best All Girls Group Award!

Had the best time ever, peanuts war, great singing session, longest KTV marathon ever (6pm - 3am)!! I had a really bad cough, sore throat, cold and fever but with all the friends and fun i had.. All the pain and hurt were forgotten..

Special thanks to Jess (the co-organizer with the lowest cleavage), Keri (the camera lady), Elise (our best female singer), Meifang (our sweetest voice lady), Angel (our "Sammi" of the day), Cristy (my dearest cousin), Oyster (the most handsome & OLDEST guy), Dave (Mr Sentimental), HX (the Lemon Bully), Steven (Mr every song also know) and last but not least Myself!!

My May Day Celebration!

2007-05-02T22:33:00.000-07:00

This is our dear Jowell.. Another year older le.. :D

Today we celebrate Jowell's birthday. Her birthday is supposed to be on May 2 but she decided to celebrate one day earlier as it is a public holiday.

LC fetch me from dad's office at 2pm. Cristy came to office to accompany me since 11am (hugs hugs).. Then picked Jowell up from Eunos MRT.. Next destination, Central @ Clarke Quay.. We wanted to have a good lunch since i'm super hungry.. Already 3pm yet haven't had lunch.. Was dying of hunger..

We finally decided on Waraku.. We ordered lots of food but Jowell only seems to touch on the salad because she doesn't eat alot of things.. No wonder so slim la.. :) Then LC drove us to Suntec while she make her way to meet her husband..

Cristy wanted to watch Wild Hogs so we went for the movie.. The show was really good.. I love the show.. I laughed from the beginning till the very end of the movie.. Never had a movie better than that.. A must watch movie for those who haven't catch it yet.. !!!!

My Dearest Friends - The 4 beauties (including me!!)

2007-05-01T10:13:00.000-07:00

Meisin, Yingying & Wenxiu

Hey hey, everyone all there who view my blog!!

Now you will know how my best friend (Yingying) and my other really good 'sisters' (Meisin & Wenxiu) looks like.. They are the most gorgeous, charming, interesting and outgoing girls in Tampines.. (Me too...) :P

We were friends since primary & secondary school.. Picked up my mahjong skills from them.. Had crazy times together.. e.g. Matchmaking Meisin whenever we go clubbing.. Compete on our dance skills.. Laughing and teasing guys that we do not know.. Lots of gossiping and chatting over coffee.. Phototaking almost everywhere including toilet and so on.. Too many things to list la..

We have been through so much.. Cry together whenever we fall out of love.. Doing silly things like singing loudly while playing mahjong so that parents will not find out that we are not studying.. :P

You girls have really grown to be really confident, attractive and great career women.. All slim, sexy and savvy.. Expect me.. So sad right.. (i'm getting fatter le.. i miss my hourglass figure..) Thank you for encouraging me and believing in me that i will slim down.. Love you all!! Muacks!

Who say guys cannot just be friends??

2007-05-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

My Good Guy Pal - Daniel Lee

Had a conversation with one casual friend.. Were chatting away.. Saying if guys can be good friends or do they have intentions..

I believe guys can be good friends not because of any intentions be it like, lust or love..

Let me tell you why.. I have this really good guy friend of mine whom we know each other since primary5, we were like only 11 years old.. :P

So many years have past, we are already 25 now.. 14 years of friendship.. Yet we remain close.. We joke, hang out, chat about anything under the sun.. We consult one another on relationships matters, we discuss aggressively on financial matters, business plans and even our past.. (life in primary school, secondary school, poly and now..)

Opps.. Almost forget to intro him.. His name is Daniel.. I normally tease him by calling his full name, Daniel Lee Lai Rong.. :)

Hey Daniel, know this is gonna sound really mushy.. I know you will puke and all your hairs will be standing up.. But really wanna tell you this.. "You have been a really good friend.. Thank you for always standing by me whenever i need you..Thank you for the silly jokes to make me laugh when i'm unhappy.. Thank you for everything.. Really appreciate to have you as my friend.."

Hugs Hugs!! Only in blog ah.. No real life hugs hor.. Don't want you to eat my 'tofu'.. Hehe.. :P

Special Request from HX

2007-04-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

Hi my dear single girl friends out there..

Meet cute, handsome, intelligent and single guy friend, HX..

Let me introduce him, a sporty & outgoing guy who enjoys making new friends.. Potentially looking for a life partner..

New updated requirement: SINGLE ONLY (just one simple request)

~~Requirements: Slim, Smart, Single, Sexy, Savvy.. (the 5S)~~

Fun Fun Fun - Last Weekend of April (27-29)

2007-04-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

April 27 (Fri)

Met Fangfang after a long day's work.. I knew her since poly days, she has always been my good pal (joking and crapping away at the time..) She bought nasi lemak & chicken wing for my dinner.. (so nice right, thanks Fangfang.. hugs!)

Caught a midnight movie (200 pounds of Beauty.. again..:P) with Bob's parents at West Mall.. Watching in the theatre is really different.. Feelings came stronger maybe because the screen is bigger ba.. :)

April 28 (Sat)

Accompanied Aunt Audrey to a temple for a service and mediation.. Almost slept throughout the session.. (Tired le.. i slept at 3am and have to wake up at 6am.. only 3 hours of sleep..) We had lunch at Yogihub @ Little India.. Lunch was good, my first try on organic vegetarian food.. Never knew vegetarian food taste so nice.. Yummy.. :P

Went to East Coast McDonald's at 5.30pm to meet Angel for a run.. Aunt Audrey & Uncle Joseph were so sweet.. Drove me home to change to running attire then to East Coast.. (Big Hugs Aunt & Uncle!!)

Our dear Angel came at 6.30pm (1 hour late!! will forgive you anyway.. :P) Angel suggested to run from East Coast Mcd to her house at Aljunied.. I agreed at that very instant (come to think of it, i was really crazy to agree on it.. haha..) We ran from East Coast to Tanjong Rhu then Kallang Stadium then Geylang and finally Aljunied MRT (our final destination).. It's a great achievement for me.. We ran for 1 hour plus with lots of determination, motivation and discipline to complete this run!!

After the run (it was already close to 8pm), Angel 'jio' me for a drink at Brix@Hyatt.. Reason being she need to help a friend finish a 1/2 bottle of Chivas.. She made the wrong move, i hardly drink or you can say i can't drink.. :)

Had to help 'jio' more people to Brix to help us finish that bottle.. Contacted HX, Jess and Keri.. HX can't join us as he had soccer at NTU and blamed me for telling him so late.. Not my fault lor.. "Angel, why you tell me so late ah??"

Unexpectedly, Angel's colleagues came to Brix too (One of the them is the Chivas owner.. His name is Oyster.. hehe.. :P) We had an excellent time at Brix with this group of new crowd (Angel, Oyster, Franko, Genie (Franko's gf), Jess, Keri and of course not forgetting Me!!) We had lots of fun drinking, watching the Brix's crowd and joking and chatting away.. Left at 2am and went for supper @ Bedok 85 with Jess.. Our fav, Bak Chor Mee!! :P

April 29 (Sun)

Had Mcd's breakfast with Faith at Tampines Mall before we go for church service at City Harvest.. Yawn.. Was really tired le after 2 days of less than 3 hours sleep.. (die, look older le..)

Went airport for lunch (to try out the newly renovated T1 foodcourt).. Nothing special la.. Everything was still the same, just a little newer and brighter.. :) Went to AMK hub with Jess, she had to do some personal thingy then we went for KTV @Kbox.. We had a great time practising for coming Friday's KTV.. Specially the song from 200 pounds of Beauty (Maria), we sang it like 5 times... Hehe.. :P

What an interesting weekend for me.. Though it's already taking my youth of me but i am enjoying myself.. Thank you all for being with me.. :P Love ya..

Signs That Shows A Guy Likes A Girl (Part 2)

2007-04-29T21:25:00.000-07:00

Hey friends.. Sorry for the little delay on the part 2.. Good things have to wait ya.. Too busy over the past few days because i'm having lots of fun with my different groups of friends.. :)

After my detailed research and observations.. Here's my views on how a guy will behave when he likes a girl..

Signs that shows that a Guy likes a Girl

1) Always irritating and disturbing her (really very irritating le.. haha.. though we are angry yet we find it cute at the same time IF we have interest for you too..)

2) Telling silly jokes to make her laugh (pls read to the Singapore Joke Book to brush up your skills ya.. cos the jokes are not funny..)

3) Look / talk / walk with her at all times even though friends are around (hello? the friends are visible ya..)

4) Lots of touching and body contacts (trying to "eat tofu" ah.. thought we don't know right? Bish!!)

5) Will be available and free for any outings, meals that the girl invites (no choice right.. count yourself lucky to be asked out.. :P)

That's all for now for part 2.. Nothing much to write about the guys because they do not act or hide their feelings like us girls.. Haha.. I need to start blogging for my weekend outings.. :P

Signs That Shows A Girl Likes A Guy (Part 1)

2007-04-26T21:28:00.000-07:00

This is not a typical online search that tells you about the signs that if someone likes you.. It is based on "Cindiology'.. :) Which is known as Cindy's logic plus Six, or maybe Seven or even Eight Sense.. Haha!! :)

Got this good friend of mine (not gonna name her here as i know she will kill me big time!!) somehow i know and feel she likes my other good friend of mine.. (also cannot be named, i don't want to die early) Hehehe.. :p

Signs that shows that a Girl likes a Guy:
1) Always shy when they are together (actually act shy, or quiet only.. dun kay kay hor)
2) Very ladylike (So gentle lor.. like marshmallow that will melt anytime.., also act only)
3) Always offer to split bill (another fake move, hoping & praying the guy will pay..)
4) Avoid eye-contact when talking (Cos he got dirt in his eyes right? Or he just got ugly eyes.. Haha!! :D)
5) Laugh at his so lame, so cold, so not funny jokes (unless you are as lame then you will understand, dun force yourself lor.. Can tell that you are faking..)
6) Excited to see his calls, sms, emails or MSNs.. (smile secretly to yourself right? dun think i don't know hor.. then quickly reply him back and stupidly waiting for his reply again..)
7) Find topics / questions to talk about by calling him or smsing or msning.. (don't act stupid lor.. you know the answer, still ask for what!! No wonder guys always think that girls are stupid..)
8) Will go out whenever she knows he will be going somewhere (Actually don't wan to go but go because he goes.. then go out together le, act shy again.. '__')
9) Dress up very very nicely because he is around (Even when go market also wear so nice.. Siao ah?? People may think you are not mentally well lor..)
10) Interested in everything he likes (Even don't know after act like you know.. actually he knows you are faking it lor..)

Actually i have more signs to write.. Almost forget that i'm a girl too.. But don't worry, i'm so different lor.. If i like someone, i will just tell the person.. Will just be myself, like means like, don't like means don't like.. The only thing i act is to act professional (due to my profession, no choice lor..), speak with an accent in English.. Haha!! That's me.. Love me or hate me.. :)

In case, anyone out there is secretly admiring me.. Just tell me lar.. I won't run away.. I will just laugh.. Haha!! :) Just joking la.. :p (Pardon me, i'm always so cheeky..) Opps.. :D

Hope my prince-charming will be come soon.. by the way, i'm the real Cinderella aka Cindy.. :P
Fairy Godmother!! Where are you??

Spiderman 3 + Adventures of the day!

2007-04-25T10:04:00.001-07:00

Lucky me, lots of great friends around me.. Larel, one of my good girlfriend has lobang for a pair of tickets for Spiderman3.. Screening will be at Vivocity at 8.50pm (Apr 25,2007)

Had lunch at Ikea with my crazy nokia team employees who are Accenture employees as well.. (messy rite.. haha!!) All 9 of us, Josephine, Jesslyn, Jascelyn, Qingyun, Elise, Joanna, Sushan, Laiyan & me went to Ikea for a feast.. (tell me how to slim down la.. '__'...)

Met Larel at Ikea where she pass me the tickets for the movies.. Thank you, Larel!! Hugs!!

Emails start shooting around between Keri, Jesslyn & Me.. Our dear Jesslyn has the ball in her court to decide if she would like to join HX & I for dinner before we go for the movie.. She is so shy.. Played Hide & Seek at Vivocity with us (HX & I).. Was told later that we actually crossed path but HX & I were so blur, didn't see them at all.. Why are you so shy ah, Ms Jesslyn? :p

Had dinner at Kolo Mee.. Wow.. My noodles was delicious and so special lor.. Because there was a caterpilla on the leaf of the noodle.. Green slimy caterpilla lying dead on the leaf on top of my noodles.. Felt like puking, lucky me always eat carefully and check my food it goes into my mouth..

The service staff was very nice, apologize and replace me with a new bowl (though i still don't have the appetite to eat..) and on top of that, they gave us a free bowl of wantons.. HX was not affected at all and was happily enjoying the blessings..

After a drink at Coffeebean, we headed to GV.. Wow.. The place was infested with people.. Worse of all, we had to queue for a long time just to surrender our camera phones to prevent any recording.. (So ma fan..) By the time we were in the cinema, seats were almost fully taken.. Left only the first 3 rows.. No choice, we sat at the 3rd row from the front.. Movie was good but we had a stiff neck after the show..

Saw Jesslyn's sms after the show.. She broke her nails during her bus trip home, fell down the bus in tampines, bruises on her limbs, got a cut on her big toe.. Poor Jesslyn.. Sayang u k.. :) (Guess she must be thinking of someone (*a**i*))

We managed to catch the last train home.. Had funny encounter on our trip back home.. One pretty lady approached to give him her number (Lucky Boy).. Mine is weird & scary.. One weird guy looking at me and sang out loud.. Stared at me thoughout my train journey.. Luckily he didn't get down at Tampines but he continued to stare at me when i got off the train..

Briskly i walked to the nearest taxi stand and got back home safety.. Phew.. What an adventure we had.. Haha!! :)

Dinner with Serene Mei & Her 'Shuai Ge'

2007-04-24T23:44:00.000-07:00

Sushi Tei @ Raffles City Tower

Serene wanted to date me out today.. With her 'Shuai Ge' kor kor which she called and Clara.. We were supposed to meet at City Hall at 6.30pm then meet her Kor & Clara at 6.45pm..

Serene was early and I was still rotting in office as i presumed that she will be late.. Hehe.. :)
We managed to get quite a good seat at Sushi Tei (Raffles City Tower) while waiting for the rest to arrive..

Tummy drumming loudly.. Was really hungry and got so much temptations around us.. We browse the menu at least 3 times.. I made her call her kor to find out where he was.. He finally arrived.. 1 min late.. :p Clara sms hi to say she will only pop by for awhile then need to rush for another meeting..

The 2 Unagi-Craze person (Serene & her kor) had an unagi feast when i enjoyed my Cha Soba and Phoenix roll.. And lots of green tea (which made me running to the toilet.. hehe)

We had an enjoyable time talking lame jokes, discussing about secondary school days in St Hilda's (we all happen to be ex-SHSS students.. so we clicked instantly) Made 2 great friends and had lots of laugh during the dinner..

Love ya, Serene.. Thank you for asking me out and let me know your friends.. :)

Better than Youtube!! Check this out!!

2007-04-22T16:23:00.000-07:00

Taken from the movie - 200 Pounds of Beauty

Home alone today.. Mum went for cooking lesson, Sister went out with bf, Brother hardly comes home and Dad is on overseas assignment..

My great pal, Cherie aka Snow sent me this link: http://www.crunchyroll.com/

This is the best ever!! I just watched the 200 Pounds of Beauty that is supposed to be on movies soon.. It is a great show and even better because I can watch it even before it on movies, i don't even need to buy any DVD.. Haha!! (Cheapo rite)

But the quality is great, with subtitles.. And lots of other movies, HK, Korea, Japan, Philippines even Singapore Drama serials are on it.. So cool rite!!

And also Anime, Games, MTV.. Aiyo.. What are you waiting for.. Just create a new account and watch online for FREE!!

Bye guys, will update my blog soon.. I'm going to catch more of the movies that i have missed out earlier.. :)

Yummy Food @ Manhattan & Clubbing @ Dbl O

2007-04-22T10:57:00.000-07:00

Jess sms me at 5.45pm telling that she will be late as she just woke up from her little nap.. We are supposed to be at Plaza Sing by 7pm and we are still at home (Tampines)..

Lucky me, blessed with great relatives and friends.. Audrey Auntie and Joseph Uncle offered to send us to Plaza Sing by car.. Yippee!! We picked Jess up at her house's bus stop.. Wow.. Drools.. Wow.. First time seeing Jess dressing up with her nice top and makeup.. (Jess, you really should do it more often..) Nice.. :)

Anyway back to topic.. We reached Plaza Sing, everyone's late except Keri.. Keri is a sweet petite lady with a wonderful character (guys out there, she's still single!! grab her ya!!) We decided to go Manhattan for dinner while waiting for the rest to arrive..

Around 8pm, all arrived.. So late right.. Arghh.. Hate to wait for people, whatever.. :/ Well, the food was de..li..ciooous.., yummy yummy yummy.. So it distracted me from being upset on the lateness thingy..

Jasmin was the organiser and boy, she really got lots of SINGLE guys friends (droolss... :P) Kindof click with Estee as we shared the similar thingy on relationships.. (ain't gonna on my blog cos it meant to be a secret.. haha!!)

Plan A was to go Butter Factory but we didn't get to go in as they were having a bash.. Too bad for them to lose out great girls and guys like us.. Plan B (impromptu), we went to Dbl O.. To be honest. i have not been clubbing for 5 years.. Filled with nervousness and excitement, we queued while HX made the payment (girls are so bad.. giggles..)

$360 is the cost of just having a table with 60 credits of drinks.. So ex rite.. (Pocket bleeds) We tried lots of different cocktails (lychee margarita, baileys, hoe-garden, joda something, choya, etc...)

Estee & I were dance partners, we had lots of fun.. But the real fun kicked in when HX joined us.. He's so funny.. Well, i cant say he is no a good dancer.. Maybe just not a good clubber.. He could do his "Hiphop" and a-g0-go dance.. Estee & I tried teaching him dance moves, he made it looks so obscene and R-rated.. Especially the body moving front & back.. Haha!! :)

At 2pm, we left for supper at Newton Circle.. Jess got great lobang for us to take Merc cab with no booking charges.. A great cab ride back with Jess & Keri..

Made lots of friends, had lots of fun.. We should have this more often.. Not saying just clubbing but hanging out, BBQ, KTV, do sports together.. Love all of you!! Muacks!! :*

My Slimming Down Plan..

2007-04-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Free Slimming, Facial & Spa Session from Slimming Sanctuary

Why am i so fat? I should ask myself, why did i eat so much and did not exercise...

Too late to cry over spilled milk.. I should, i will, i must start now!!!!

I used to be hourglass shape and blessed with good height.. Sporty look with nice tan all thanks to my netball trainings.. :) A school team-player in St Hilda's and also made it to school team in Singapore Polytechnic but quit cos my friend didn't' get in (silly old me..)

Now i'm a oversize ugly 25 years old lady (who looks like in her late 20s or early 30s) who can't wear sexy, nice clothes.. To the extend, no swimming or water sports for me, because i look sooooo out-of-shape in my swimming suit not to say my bikini..

Okie.. Back to slimming plan.. Below are the following that i must adhere to ensure successful slimming:

exercise 5 times at week, 20 min each time
cut down on sugared drinks (i don't drink gassy drinks anyway)
go for my free slimming, facial & spa sessions (courtesy of Slimming Sanctuary)
no no to supper!!
cut down on my meal portions
try to remove carbo for dinner (but mum cooks really tempting & delicious food, so try only.. haha)

My main aim is to lose 1kg per week that will be 4 kg per month.. But 3 months, i will achieve my ideal figure.. Then you will get to see, Sexy, Charming, Confident Cindy.. No more Chubby, Sad and Low Self-esteem Cindy..

Let's count down - 3 months from now..

He left me alone for Sweden - April 19

2007-04-19T03:47:00.000-07:00

MR B

As the sky darken, we strolled towards out Jack's Place (West Coast branch). This will be a farewell dinner before he leaves for Sweden.. Dinner was a quick one as B had to reach the airport by 10pm..

We left quickly for home and had a short nap until it was time to leave. After dragging the luggage down to the car, we sat at the back of the car. His parents sat in front of their Toyota Corolla while A, his brother drove B's old worn-out Toyota Starlet (SBT 387 E).

We sat apart in the car.. I stared out at the window, we were driving on ECP.. The car slowed down at the Singapore View (near Fullerton) due to heavy traffic.. Our happy times together started to flashback in my mind.. Tears flow uncontrollably down my cheeks.. I tried to look away and hiding my teary face away from him.. Deep down my heart, i scolded myself for being so weak.. Why couldn't i control my tears? I did not want them to flow but they continued flowing..

He saw my tear dripping down from my cheeks.. A warm hand wiped gently on my cheeks.. "Crybaby.." he teased me.. These words made the tears flow faster.. No matter how fast i tried to wipe my tears away, it never seems to stop.. He pulled me nearer to him and placed my head on his lap..

I laid there quietly and gently he touched my face.. I felt the love in his eyes for the first time after so long.. He then held my hand to bring it to his lips and kiss it softly.. My heart melted at that very moment.. It felt like our few first dates again.. The way he looked at me, the way he touched me, the way he kissed my hand.. How i wish that moment can last forever..

We reached the airport at 10.30pm..We rushed to T2, line 9 to check in his luggage.. Luckily it was only 31.8kg.. (Max weight allowed for SAF Personnel: 30kg) Just one kg overweight is fine.. He was really worried that it might be more then he would have to repack his luggage..

Time flies and it was 12am.. It was time for him to go.. His flight will leave Singapore at 1am.. This time i did not cry.. Not a tear.. He was smiling too.. We smiled and waved goodbye..

Learning the pain of an Autism family

2007-04-14T16:21:00.000-07:00

Beep went my hp at 3.43am on Apr 14 morning.. Being a super light sleeper, i stretched out my hand to reach for my hp.. A message from Jess asking me to give her a call once i see the sms to wake her up in order to prepare for our zoo trip..

After reading the sms, i knew i have to give her a morning call at 6am.. I tried to sleep again but i can't.. I bunked over my Cristal's (my little cousin) house to got to the zoo together.. Right beside her block are 2 busy roads.. The sound are cars speeding pass and bikes gearing up their motors are killing me.. I can't sleep at all, not even another wink..

I tossed and turned on my bed waiting for 6am to arrive.. But why is it so slow? It seems like ages before my aunt carried a tray of juices and water for us.. 5.58am, Cristal, Cynthia (my younger sister) and i sat up on the beds and drank the juices and water specially prepared by my lovely aunt..

After drinking a glass of juice and another glass of water, it was already 6.02am.. Finally i knew it was time to call Jesslyn.. "Good morning, Jess.. Time to watch up & prepare le.." She replied saying she didn't sleep the entire night as she was chasing a new tv serial.. "Let me rest for awhile and you call me again, ok?" she replied cheekily.. I hesitated and paused as my mind was thinking.. You woke me up from my beauty sleep since 3.43am and make me waited for 6am.. Now you asked me to call later.. Ahhh! Nevertheless, i said ok.. Next person to call was HX, i am always afraid of guy's punctuality.. "Good morning, Haoxin.. It's time to wake up.." I went.. "Hel.. Hello.. Hello.." he went and i could hardly hear him as his voice was breaking up.. Again he tried.."Hel.. Hello.. Hello" this time a little better but it still sounding funny.. "My alarm is set at 6.30am.." he finally said it clearly after clearing his throat for awhile.. I giggled and hang up the phone..

We were supposed to meet at 7.30am at City Hall MRT for breakfast before gathering with the rest of the volunteers for the event.. The event was arranged by Accenture for AWWA.. Bringing the special children out to a day at the zoo.. Total there were about 30 of us, mixed with Accenture and Non-Accenture employees.. All the Non-Acn employees were either relatives of the Acn staff or friends.. Like myself, i brought my little cousin, my sister and 5 other friends (Jesslyn, Haoxin, Tengteng, Huijia and Taufik)..

The bus journey to the zoo filled with excitement and nervousness.. Excited because it is my first time doing volunteering work.. Nervous as i really wondered if i can handle an Autism child.. We were briefed on the bus that the children may bite and beat us..

We were arranged into little groups to take care of a child each.. Eric, Emily (Eric's wife), Haoxin and I were in group 4.. Lenin will be the child that we will take care of and bring around the zoo.. Eric and Emily were from US and just came to Singapore last July as Eric was relocated here.. Lenin looks nothing like an autism child.. A healthy looking 9 year old Indian boy, he looks curiously at us.. We tried to break the ice but failed.. He refused to talk to us and even look at us.. I felt so lousy and lost..

The sun shone strongly and brightly at us.. The heat was making everyone hot and sweaty.. We learned that Lenin was a runner, running around trying to catch him made us feel warmer.. I took out my fan and started fanning myself.. Lenin grabbed the fan away from me.. He started fanning himself too.. At that moment, the ice broke.. I held his skinny hand and started to interact with him.. He finally opened up.. Lenin is a really cute boy, he started to complain he is hungry since the beginning of the trip.. He plucked leaf and grass to eat though without success due to our invasion.. Haha.. This little guy loves elephants.. He refused to go anywhere but to the elephant's area..

Things went pretty well until we were heading to the tamed animals show specially arranged for AWWA children.. Lenin refused to go in.. He said bones.. Oh, i know.. it's the skeleton bones of the animals.. He is afraid of them.. Not only did the volunteers came to try lure him in, 2 other teachers helped as well.. He is strong at his age.. A fully grown man can't pull him up from the ground.. So you can imagine how strong he is for a skinny 9 years old boy..

The last stop was KFC, Lenin's favorite place.. He wanted to eat since he started the zoo tour.. He really can eat alot at his age.. He ate 2 colonel burgers, 1 whipped potato, 2 vitasoy drink and a pack of apple juice.. But he still wanted more.. He started to reach out for the leftover food around him.. Eric and Haoxin had to pull him away and quickly removed any remaining food at our table..

The entire program was about to end, we had a group photo and the children sang us a goodbye song.. It was so touching.. We finally made our way to the chartered bus to go back to Accenture office.. Throughout the entire bus trip, i was thinking how tough the family have to go through.. Just a few hours with Lenin drove 4 adults tired.. We had to pay 100% attention to him at all times and running around to catch him is not an easy job.. He run fast, maybe one day he might represent Singapore during the SEA Games.. It might happen, you never know..

This event makes me think hard.. I love children alot but after meeting Lenin makes me think harder.. Will i be able to love and sacrifice everything for my children.. Like what our parents do.. Thank you Dad & Mum for loving us without fail!!

Will Friendships be affected if I break up?

2007-04-13T10:44:00.000-07:00

Jesslyn's Birthday @ HX's house (Seasons Park)

Got engaged on another factor to think about if i really break up with B.. How should his friends (who are also my friends now) react to the breakup?

Actually, i didn't even think about it until one of my friend, HX (who was his friend) brought this up.. We have a group of friends who always hang out for BBQ, blading and having dinner gatherings..

HX was introduced to me by B's brother, A.. They were NTU schoolmates, so we will hang out often at NTU for BBQ or chats or going to NTU for manual carwash.. At that time, B and I were still in our honeymoon period, about 3 months together..

HX was wondering, how will gatherings be if B & I break up.. Who should he invite? If he invite both, will we feel uncomfortable?

Seriously, this never cross my mind.. I believe true friends will continue to stay by my side.. I will not get affected just because i'm not invited to any gatherings or outings due to B.. Cos it really doesn't matter to me.. Because if they are my true friends, we can hang out some other times..

Maybe it's a blessing in disguise.. If we got married, things might even be worse.. Family members will also get involved into this.. Silly old me.. Always thought that a relationship is a 2 person thingy..

"Love is not automatic. It takes conscious practice and awareness, just like playing the piano or golf. However, you have ample opportunities to practice. Everyone you meet can be your practice session."

Story of B & C - Almost 5 years later

2007-04-11T23:29:00.000-07:00

Bearbear that is always with me when I am down

C tossed and turned on her bed, holding her little bolster tight in her chest while warm tears flowed down her cheeks.. 'Why can't i just learn to let go..?' she questioned herself..

B changed alot from the first time they were together till now.. Logically, C knew that it is time to move on.. But emotionally, she refused to let go as she loved him deeply.. Who in the right mind will take all this sufferings for so long? She just hoped he will change one day..

B's conversations were filled with sarcastic and nasty words.. Every word he said pierce right into her fragile heart.. Every time when they are together, B will criticise her, saying nasty words like 'Hey pig' or 'You have pig head, hands, legs, tummy & etc' or 'Why are other girls slim and not you?' To make matter worse, his family members make fun of her as well.. Calling her names and making her embarrassed talking about her size..

Till now, they hardly hold hands.. Not to say other actions that a normal couple should do like hugging or kissing.. Whenever C tries to hold his arm, he would brushed her off and say who would like to bring a pig out.. B would even bite, pinch, and beat her for fun while C cried in pain... Even when she cried, he won't care and would even get angry with her.. Not a caring word for B nor a gentle touch..

She knew she don't have to go through all these tortures but she chose to accept it.. Why? Because she still believes that he will know and learn to treasure her one fine day..

'when you have scar, you leave no chance for it to heal. but if you could somehow make yourself forget it was there, allow it to close up; it would slowly blend into your skin, never to be seen or hurt again'

Get to know me better..

2007-04-11T19:36:00.000-07:00

First impression that I will portray to others will either be i'm out-going or i'm super arrogant.. Why can it be so extreme? Let me tell you..

You can easily tell if i like a person from my face expression.. If i'm friendly to you means i think you are okie to be my friend.. If i don't even look or talk to you, it means i really don't like you.. If i don't look at you means you are very irritating or you are too handsome (guys only, cos i will be shy)..

The funny thing is, people whom i dislike during the first meeting, happen to turn out to be my close friends now.. Even my best friend, i totally dislike the idea of going out with her in a group during secondary school.. But now, we are best of friends..

My friends will say that i am happy-go-lucky, sporty, lively and easy going.. I am also noisy and crack jokes often.. A bubbly and cheeky individual who is also up to mischiefs and pranks.. One who can cheer you up when you are sad.. A shoulder for you to cry on.. Always ready to listen to all your complains and sorrows..

Many of you will see me as one who is career minded, goal driven and strong emotionally and mentally.. People around will think i'm always happy and problem-free.. Which is not.. I have my own problems in life, relationship, family, friends and work.. It is just that i don't like to share unhappy things.. The only unhappy thing that you would know is about my relationship because i really can't handle it anymore..

Wanna know the real me.. I'm not as noisy as what you think i should be.. I really love to have quiet time on my own.. Enjoy being in the nature.. Love the sea.. Enjoy travelling.. Love sports like netball, blading, water sports and extreme sports.. Something that i really wanted to fulfil before i die is to visit the 7 wonders of the world though now it's 6 as the Garden of Babylon no longer exist..

My dream is to be a good wife.. a loving mother.. A happy family with a caring husband.. To have a simple life.. I don't ask for fame or riches.. I only want happiness.. Though money can be important, it is not everything.. It's good to be wealthy but it's more important to be emotionally, mentally and physically healthy..

Everyone in this world want to have the best things in life.. But life is fair, if you have this, you will have to lose another.. If i can have both.. I am really blessed.. I know i'm blessed in other ways, i have a great family.. wonderful siblings, relatives, cousins and friends like you..

Thank you for coming into my life.. You have made my life story an interesting and meaningful one.. Every chapter will not complete without you.. I love you all..

'when you're in love, you only see yourself through that person's eyes and you want to be everything they want you to be, so they can love you and that you can breathe. when you see nothing in their eyes, you're nothing'

Story Of B & C

2007-04-10T07:23:00.000-07:00

This is how C looks like when she first met B..

Last paper, you can considered it as the last day of school as well.. C agreed to go to a chalet celebration in Sentosa that evening with Hoon. Hoon has been talking about B for awhile, she likes him and admires his tall, strong body built.. Hoon has been crazy over over him since her last semester in school..

C was on her way to Sentosa and had a long phone conversation with Peanut, her boyfriend.. Peanut is a caring, nice but over-possessive guy.. Throughout the entire conversation, he wanted C to go home instead of celebrating her last paper / day in school..

Being rebellious at her age, C switched off her hp with anger and continued her journey to Sentosa.. Once she reached, Hoon was ready to pick her up from the main entrance.. Along she brought B with her.. 3 of them strolled towards the monorail and waited for the next tram..

The tram finally arrived.. Hoon and C sat opposite each other to have the window view.. B sat down quietly beside Hoon.. Under the cool night breeze, we chatted happily towards the chalet.. Suddenly B stood up and change to sit beside C, he mentioned that it's a little warm.. ('',) Deep in C's heart, she was thinking how could it be warm when the cool breeze was blowing right into her face..

They reached the chalet, B & Hoon lit up their cigarettes and started smoking.. Being an anti-smoker, C walked away and waited for them to finish their sticks.. B went back to the chalet alone to join his friends.. Leaving Hoon & C at the lobby, sitting there chatting and enjoying the night breeze..

C was known of being cheeky and mischievous, she asked Hoon, 'Why don't you ask him how he feels about you?' Hoon replied blushing and cursing vulgarities at the same time, 'Siao Ah! (Crazy in Chinese), he won't like me lor.'

C ignored Hoon for her words, took her phone and called B down to the lobby.. He came down without fail.. Hoon was shy, she gave a stupid excuse and left B & C alone.. C started chatting to B, they chatted and laughed like old friends.. Without knowing, they were at the water fountain.. They started making fun of each other and splashing water too.. Both were soaked with water and did something more stupid.. They found a small fountain that was big enough to fit 2 person and sat right down into it..

C started her questioning on his feelings toward Hoon.. 'So, what do you think of Hoon? Would you like her?' C asked curiously.. 'I like you.' replied B calmly.. 'Stop joking la.. Quickly tell me who do you like?' C questioned again.. Once again B answered, 'You lor..' and C quickly change topics to avoid the answer.. They chatted about school days, schoolmates and why they did not see each other before even though they were in the same school, same course for 3 straight years..

The conversation stopped when B's hp rang, it's Hoon.. 'Where are you guys? Go away for so long..' complained Hoon.. After assuring Hoon, B climbed out of the fountain, along he pulled C out of the fountain.. He didn't let go of C's hand.. C became nervous, she didn't how to react.. But thoughts of Peanut angered her, she decided to go with the flow.. They held hands and strolled silently towards the chalet.. Hoon was standing outside the lobby, she caught them holding hands.. Without a second thought, C brushed off B's warm hand.. Fears, Betrayals came rushing into her head..

Hoon lit another cigarette and gave B one too.. 3 of them walked aimlessly in the small island.. B tried to hold C's hand but she kept her distance away.. They reached the seaside.. Hoon wanted to go in for a dip alone.. B & C stood right there watching Hoon soaking herslf in the salty water.. B took a branch and wrote on the soft white sand.. 'B+C = trouble'.. C saw it coming too.. Nevertheless, B grabbed C's hand into his and both walked towards a long bridge.. B held C's hand really really tight, C felt the pain and gently told B to hold firmly, not tightly..

They walked hand in hand back to the seaside, Hoon came out of the water and starred at them.. C felt the pierce in her heart.. Again they walked back to the lobby, Hoon called Peanut and told him what happened.. C knew it was coming as Hoon & Peanut were good friends.. C refused to talk to Peanut and went up to the chalet with B..

The chalet was overcrowded, no place for one to rest or sleep properly.. B sat down at one corner of the bed and C looked sleepily at him.. He gently placed her head to on his crossed legs.. C laid silently and B stroked her hair which made her fell asleep..

The sun peeped through the windows unto C's face.. B looked at her and smiled.. C blushed and felt a rush of love, B didn't sleep the entire night and didn't dare to move as he was afraid to awake from her sleep.. After washing up, B sent C to the island bus.. He held her hands tightly again when the first bus came.. C took his hands off gently and said 'I will call you, I remember your number, 9xxxxxxx right?'.. B smiled and watched the bus leaving the island where he found his 1st love..

A Friend's Reply That Broke My Heart

2007-04-09T20:08:00.000-07:00

This is my dear friend, HX. A cute, single & available guy. Girls out there, if you wanna know him, just tag me.. Haha!! :)

Was chatting on MSN with a friend, HX today.. I can consider him as one of my good guy friend as i can tell him everything and knowing he will keep it with him..

We chat on MSN almost everyday.. Talk about anything under the sun.. Today's topic: My boyfriend character (with me & with friends)

B is known as being a quiet, cool and shy guy with his circle of friends.. That's what attracted me to him in the 1st place.. I have a strong liking for quiet guys, otherwise I won't even be in this relationship at all..

No one knows B's real personality.. Only me.. No one will believe me as they never see the other of him.. Why?!? He is really noisy, naggy, childish, violent and sarcastic with me and me only.. Very sure of himself and always put me down.. My heart really breaks when he behave like this in front of me..

Told HX today about this.. Thought he will understand, but he says i'm demanding.. Says that he knows already.. Deep in my heart, i feel like crying out loud.. Even someone whom i regard as a good friend, do not believe me.. His words broke my heart.. Tears just flow down my cheeks while replying his MSN..

I just feel that world is so unfair..

What have i done to deserve this? I really don't know.. Maybe it's karma.. I will learn to accept but i know i will just break down one day.. I just hope my sufferings will end soon..

Straying Away

2007-04-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

Holiday in Guizhou

He's leaving me for a faraway land.. I feel so lost.. Not because I am going to miss him but i do not feel a thing.. I know i still love him.. But why??

Why is this happening? Am i able to let go now? Maybe, maybe not, i do not know.. There are more quarrels than laughter whenever we meet each other.. Anger is always in the air when both of us are together..

He always get angry with me over little things, like not helping him train his game, if i accidentally hurt him or just irritated to see me fat.. I will get angry with him on his high ego, all the physical abuse, his strong words and his empty promises.. Why will a logical person like me still hold on? I don't know.. Maybe i just don't bear to let him go..

Maybe if he goes, i will be happier for the next few years until he is back.. By the time, i may already given up on this relationship..

Mentally & Emotionally drained

2007-04-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

Holiday in Shanghai

Already in a relationship for almost 5 years.. There is never one day that B will not stop hurting me..
We are both 25 this years.. Girls at my age are all slim, pretty, fair and attractive but i am a total opposite. People who meet me for the first time will always guess that i am in my last 20s or early 30s.. Some will even ask if I have any children.. I am tall but fat and dark.. Nothing attractive about me..

B is well-built, tall and tanned boyish looking man.. Women like him for his body and his quiet character.. He is no attentive seeker, that is what attracts most of us..

But if you know him well, he is only quiet and gentleman in front of everyone.. Behind the doors, he turned into a sarcastic, rude, childish, petty and high-ego MCP..

He gave me name like pig.. Always criticizing my arms and legs and tummy and everything else on my body, saying they resemble a pig.. Whenever he walks pass other girls, he will compare them with me.. Why are they slim, pretty, etc and why are you not???

I am really hurt.. His words pierce right into my heart like a sharp knife and stabbing it hard every time he sees me.. I love him very much.. There are many times that i wanted to just let go.. But somehow or another, i never bring myself to do that..